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e possessed a romantic "leaning, at least, to virtue's side." This was oddly exemplified now, (to return to their present position;) for as soon as her partial recovery had removed his alarm, he grew cold, and almost severe in his manner, and broke forth-- "_So_, then, Winifred would willingly pore over the love-letters of a sweetheart while under a husband's roof! She thinks this beauty enough for _him_--she would reserve her thoughts, wishes, every thing else, for his old rival;--every thing but what a ring, and a few words, makes his right by law, the poor husband is to leave to any old sweetheart that may come prowling round his gates! That's gross! Is it _not_, Winifred?" Alas! the heart-broken young woman had been meditating on far other issue to their brief attachment! On death!--death on her wedding-day, as the only means of preserving at once her father's liberty and her own virtue; for her reading had taught her that marriage, where the mind and heart were so wholly engaged elsewhere, was no better than legalised prostitution. With a look of dark intensity of meaning, Winifred broke her lengthened silence, saying hollowly-- "I was not looking so far forward--I was not looking beyond _that_ day--not to that"----_night_, she would have said, but modesty stopped her speech. "And _you_ can be so calm! so thoughtful! _You_ can be reasoning about my duties during a life! you can be pleading for _my_ future husband! Oh, I wish I were like you! And yet, I bless God, that you are not like _me_! I would not have you feel as I do for the world! No, not even know what I am feeling, thinking, dearest, at this moment." "No!" David again muttered, more and more severely, "I cannot submit to have my letters and trifling keepsakes to be tossed about by _him_! It is weakness to wish it, Winifred Bevan; and worse for me to grant it." "You shall have them all--all--all!" she exclaimed in passionate agony composed of tenderness, anguish, anger, recklessness, with a bitterness of irony keener to her own heart, than to him who roused that terrible reaction of her nature. "I'll run and fetch them all this very night! Oh, they'll serve for _your_ new love. You may copy your letters. I'm sure, if she have a human heart, they'll move it--they'll win it! Strike my name out, and you may send the very letters. She will not know that another heart was broken by giving them up! She will not know the stains are tears of pleasure dr
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