FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   330   331   332   333   334   335   336   337   338   339   340   341   342   343   344   345   346   347   348   349   350   351   352   353   354  
355   356   357   358   359   360   361   362   363   364   365   366   367   368   369   370   371   372   373   374   375   376   377   378   379   >>   >|  
A horse kicked him in the head, after he fell,--he had just recovered consciousness." I took the telegram. The wordy seemed meaningless, all save those of the last sentence. "The situation is serious, but by no means hopeless." Nancy had not spoken of that. The ignorant cruelty of its convention! The man must have known what Hambleton Durrett was! Nancy read my thoughts, and took the paper from my hand. "Hugh, dear, if it's hard for you, try to understand that it's terrible for me to think that he has any claim at all. I realize now, as I never did before, how wicked it was in me to marry him. I hate him, I can't bear the thought of going near him." She fell into wild weeping. I tried to comfort her, who could not comfort myself; I don't remember my inadequate words. We were overwhelmed, obliterated by the sense of calamity.... It was she who checked herself at last by an effort that was almost hysterical. "I mustn't yield to it!" she said. "It's time to leave and the train goes at six. No, you mustn't come to the station, Hugh--I don't think I could stand it. I'll send you a telegram." She rose. "You must go now--you must." "You'll come back to me?" I demanded thickly, as I held her. "Hugh, I am yours, now and always. How can you doubt it?" At last I released her, when she had begged me again. And I found myself a little later walking past the familiar, empty houses of those streets.... The front pages of the evening newspapers announced the accident to Hambleton Durrett, and added that Mrs. Durrett, who had been lingering in the city, had gone to her husband's bedside. The morning papers contained more of biography and ancestry, but had little to add to the bulletin; and there was no lack of speculation at the Club and elsewhere as to Ham's ability to rally from such a shock. I could not bear to listen to these comments: they were violently distasteful to me. The unforeseen accident and Nancy's sudden departure had thrown my life completely out of gear: I could not attend to business, I dared not go away lest the news from Nancy be delayed. I spent the hours in an exhausting mental state that alternated between hope and fear, a state of unmitigated, intense desire, of balked realization, sometimes heightening into that sheer terror I had felt when I had detected over the telephone that note in her voice that seemed of despair. Had she had a presentiment, all along, that something would occur to separa
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   330   331   332   333   334   335   336   337   338   339   340   341   342   343   344   345   346   347   348   349   350   351   352   353   354  
355   356   357   358   359   360   361   362   363   364   365   366   367   368   369   370   371   372   373   374   375   376   377   378   379   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Durrett

 

comfort

 
accident
 

Hambleton

 

telegram

 
houses
 
speculation
 
streets
 

familiar

 

ability


walking
 

husband

 

bedside

 
separa
 
lingering
 
morning
 
papers
 

newspapers

 

evening

 
ancestry

biography

 

contained

 

announced

 

bulletin

 

alternated

 
unmitigated
 

despair

 

mental

 

exhausting

 

intense


desire

 

terror

 
detected
 

heightening

 

balked

 

realization

 

presentiment

 
delayed
 

telephone

 

unforeseen


sudden

 

departure

 

thrown

 

distasteful

 

violently

 
comments
 
completely
 

attend

 

business

 

listen