nd closed
her eyes, so that she might enjoy more intensely the magic of this
Maytime. Every now and again a breeze shook the branches, shedding
white blossom over the bright grass, and faint shadows rushed out and
retreated The sun was swallowed up in a sudden cloud. A dimness came
and a chill, but not for long enduring; the world was lit up, all the
lilac leaves were catching the light and dancing in the breeze. "How
living the world is, no death anywhere." Then her eyes turned to the
convent, for at that moment she caught sight of one of the lay
sisters coming towards her, evidently the bearer of a message. Sister
Agnes had come to tell her that a lady had called to see her.
"The lady is in the parlour. Mother Hilda is with her"
"But her name?"
Sister Agnes could not give Evelyn her visitor's name; but on the way
to the parlour they were met by the Prioress, who told Evelyn that
the lady who had come to see her was a French lady, Mademoiselle
Helbrun.
"Louise! Dear Mother, she is an actress, one of the women I used to
sing with."
"Perhaps you had better not see her, and you may count upon me not to
offend her; she will understand that on the day of your clothing--"
"No, no, dear Mother, I must see her."
"Teresa, one never uses the word 'must' to the Prioress, nor to any
one in the convent; and on the day of your clothing it seems to me
you might have remembered this first rule of our life."
"Of course I am very sorry, Mother; but now that she has come I am
afraid it would agitate me more not to see her than to see her. It
was the surprise of hearing her name after such a long while--there
is no reason I can think of--"
"Teresa, it is for me to think, it is for you to obey."
"Well, Mother, if you will allow me."
"Ah, that is better. Of course she has come here to oppose your being
here. How will you answer her?"
"Louise is an old friend, and knows me well, and will not argue with
me, so it seems to me; and if she should ask me why I'm here and if I
intend to remain, it will be easy for me to answer her, "I am here
because I am not safe in the world."
"But she'll not understand."
"Yes she will, Mother. Let me see her."
"Perhaps you are fight, Teresa; it will be better for you to see her.
But it is strange she should have come this afternoon."
"Some intuition, some voice must have told her."
"Teresa, those are fancies; you mustn't let your mind run on such
things."
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