and how he would watch over me and care for me. After
saying that, he folded me so closely that we seemed to become one
person; and then my flesh became beautiful, luminous, like his, and I
seemed to have a feeling of love and tenderness for it. I saw his
face, but it is too lovely to speak about. How could I think such a
visitation sinful? for all my thoughts were of pure love, and he did
not kiss me; but I fell asleep in his arms, and what a sleep I slept
there! When I awoke he was no longer by me."
"But why should you think it was sinful, dear?"
"Because our counterpart really is, or should be, Jesus Christ; we
are His brides, and mine was only an angel."
"But you've said, dear, that those who were drowned in the Flood come
down to those living now upon earth to prepare them--" The sentence
dropped away on Evelyn's lips; she could not continue it, for it
seemed to her disgraceful to draw out this girl into speaking of
things which were sacred to her, and which had a meaning for her that
was pure. Her love was for God, and she was trying to explain; and
the terms open to her were terms of human love, which she, Evelyn,
with a sinful imagination, misconstrued, involuntarily perhaps, but
misconstrued nevertheless.
At that moment Sister Angela came into the sacristy, and, seeing
Sister Veronica and Teresa looking at each other in silence, a look
of surprise came into her face, and she said:
"Now, you who are always complaining that the work of the sacristy is
behindhand, Veronica--"
Veronica awoke from her dream.
"I know, Sister, we ought not to waste time talking, but Teresa asked
me about my counterpart." Evelyn felt the blood rising to her face,
and she turned away so that Angela might not see it.
"And you've told her?"
"Yes. And you, Sister Angela, have got a counterpart; won't you tell
Teresa about him?"
And then, unable to repress herself at that moment, Evelyn turned to
Angela, saying:
"It began about Sister Mary John--who left the convent to my great
grief, so Veronica tells me, because she believed herself to be my
counterpart."
At this, Angela's face grew suddenly very grave, and she said:
"Of course, Teresa, she would leave the convent if she believed that;
but there was no reason for her believing it?"
"None," Evelyn answered, feeling a little frightened. "None. But what
do you mean?"
"Only this, that our counterparts are in heaven; but there are
counterparts and counterpa
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