rcumstances."
"The most you could do under the circumstances? I don't understand.
Mother, you might have asked her to wait. She acted on impulse."
"No, Teresa, she came to me some weeks ago to tell me of her
scruples."
"Scruples! Her love of me, you mean?"
"I see she has told you. Yes."
The Prioress was about to ask her about her vows; but the present was
not the moment to do so, and she allowed Evelyn to go back to the
sacristy.
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"Veronica, she has gone away for good--gone away to France. All I
could do--Now I am alone here, with nobody."
"But, Teresa, I don't understand. What are you speaking about?"
Evelyn told her of Sister Miry John's departure. "You cared for her a
great deal, one could see that."
"Well, she was the one whom I have seen most of since I have been
here... except you, Veronica." A look appeared in the girl's face
which suggested, very vaguely, of course, but still suggested, that
Veronica was jealous of the nun who had gone. Evelyn looked into the
girl's face, trying to read the dream in it, until she forgot
Veronica, and remembered the nun who had gone; and when she awoke
from her dream she saw Veronica still standing before her with a
half-cleaned candlestick in her hand.
"She seemed so determined, and all I could say only made her more so;
yet I told her I was very fond of her... and she always seemed to
like me. Why should she be so determined?"
"I should have thought you would have guessed, Teresa."
Evelyn begged Veronica to explain, but the girl hesitated, looking at
her curiously all the time saying at last:
"It seems to me there can be only one reason for her leaving, and
that was because she believed you to be her counterpart."
"Her counterpart--what's that?"
"Have you been so long in the convent without knowing what a
counterpart is, Teresa? The convent is full of counterparts. Did you
never see one in the garden, in a shady corner? You spent many hours
in the garden. I am surprised. Are you telling the truth, Sister?"
Evelyn opened her eyes.
"Telling the truth! But do they come in the summer-time in the
garden, while the sun is out?"
"Yes, they do; and very often they come to one in the evening... but
more often at night."
Evelyn stood looking into Veronica's face without speaking, and at
that moment the bell rang.
"We have only just got time," Veronica said, "to get into chapel."
"What can she mean? Counterparts visiting the nuns i
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