"But--what shall I say to Mr. Wing? What will he think?"
Despite the ache in her heart, she smiled.
"Does it make any difference what Mr. Wing thinks?" she asked gently.
"Need he know? Isn't this a matter which concerns us alone? I shall
go off, and after a certain time people will understand that I am not
coming back."
"But--have you considered that it may interfere with my prospects?" he
asked.
"Why should it? You are invaluable to Mr. Wing. He can't afford to
dispense with your services just because you will be divorced. That
would be ridiculous. Some of his own associates are divorced."
"Divorced!" he cried, and she saw that he had grown pasty white. "On
what grounds? Have you been--"
He did not finish.
"No," she said, "you need fear no scandal. There will be nothing in any
way harmful to your--prospects."
"What can I do?" he said, though more to himself than to her. Her quick
ear detected in his voice a note of relief. And yet, he struck in her,
standing helplessly smoking in the middle of the floor, chords of pity.
"You can do nothing, Howard," she said. "If you lived with me from now
to the millennium you couldn't make me love you, nor could you love
me--the way I must be loved. Try to realize it. The wrench is what you
dread. After it is over you will be much more contented, much happier,
than you have been with me. Believe me."
His next remark astonished her.
"What's the use of being so damned precipitate?" he demanded.
"Precipitate!"
"Because I can stand it no longer. I should go mad," she answered.
He took a turn up and down the room, stopped suddenly, and stared at
her with eyes that had grown smaller. Suspicion is slow to seize the
complacent. Was it possible that he had been supplanted?
Honora, with an instinct of what was coming, held up her head. Had he
been angry, had he been a man, how much humiliation he would have spared
her!
"So you're in love!" he said. "I might have known that something was at
the bottom of this."
She took account of and quivered at the many meanings behind his
speech--meanings which he was too cowardly to voice in words.
"Yes," she answered, "I am in love--in love as I never hoped to be--as I
did not think it possible to be. My love is such that I would go through
hell fire for the sake of it. I do not expect you to believe me when I
tell you that such is not the reason why I am leaving you. If you had
loved me with the least spark of pass
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