unworthy of him, the outcome of
which he never for an instant doubted. And he gave Honora the impression
that he alone, inscrutable, could have pulled aside the curtain and
revealed the end.
CHAPTER XIII. OF THE WORLD BEYOND THE GATES
Honora paused in her toilet, and contemplated for a moment the white
skirt that her maid presented.
"I think I'll wear the blue pongee to-day, Mathilde," she said.
The decision for the blue pongee was the culmination of a struggle begun
with the opening of her eyes that morning. It was Sunday, and the time
was at hand when she must face the world. Might it not be delayed a
little while--a week longer? For the remembrance of the staring eyes
which had greeted her on her arrival at the station at Grenoble troubled
her. It seemed to her a cruel thing that the house of God should hold
such terrors for her: to-day she had a longing for it that she had never
felt in her life before.
Chiltern was walking in the garden, waiting for her to breakfast with
him, and her pose must have had in it an element of the self-conscious
when she appeared, smilingly, at the door.
"Why, you're all dressed up," he said.
"It's Sunday, Hugh."
"So it is," he agreed, with what may have been a studied lightness--she
could not tell.
"I'm going to church," she said bravely.
"I can't say much for old Stopford," declared her husband. "His sermons
used to arouse all the original sin in me, when I had to listen to
them."
She poured out his coffee.
"I suppose one has to take one's clergyman as one does the weather," she
said. "We go to church for something else besides the sermon--don't we?"
"I suppose so, if we go at all," he replied. "Old Stopford imposes a
pretty heavy penalty."
"Too heavy for you?" she asked, and smiled at him as she handed him the
cup.
"Too heavy for me," he said, returning her smile. "To tell you the
truth, Honora, I had an overdose of church in my youth, here and at
school, and I've been trying to even up ever since."
"You'd like me to go, wouldn't you, Hugh?" she ventured, after a
silence.
"Indeed I should," he answered, and again she wondered to what extent
his cordiality was studied, or whether it were studied at all. "I'm very
fond of that church, in spite of the fact that--that I may be said to
dissemble my fondness." She laughed with him, and he became serious. "I
still contribute--the family's share toward its support. My father was
very proud of i
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