Up to this point she had, as it were, been looking into one mirror. Now
another was suddenly raised behind her, and by its aid she beheld not
a single, but countless, images of herself endlessly repeated. How
many others besides this girl had there been? The question gave her
the shudder of the contemplation of eternity. It was not the first time
Honora had thought of his past, but until today it had lacked reality;
until to-day she had clung to the belief that he had been misunderstood;
until to-day she had considered those acts of his of the existence of
which she was collectively aware under the generic term of wild oats.
He had had too much money, and none had known how to control him. Now,
through this concrete example of another's experience, she was given to
understand that which she had strangely been unable to learn from her
own. And she had fancied, in her folly, that she could control him!
Unable as yet to grasp the full extent of her calamity, she rode on by
his side, until she was aware at last that they had reached the door of
the house at Highlawns.
"You look pale," he said as he lifted her off her horse. The demon in
him, she perceived, was tired.
"Do I?"
"What's the matter?"
"Nothing," she answered.
He laughed.
"It's confoundedly silly to get frightened that way," he declared. "The
beast only wants riding."
Three mornings later she was seated in the garden with a frame of fancy
work. Sometimes she put it down. The weather was overcast, langourous,
and there was a feeling of rain in the air. Chiltern came in through the
gaffe, and looked at her.
"I'm going to New York on the noon train," he said.
"To New York?"
"Yes. Why not?"
"There's no reason why you shouldn't if you wish to," she replied,
picking up her frame.
"Anything I can get you?" he asked.
"No, thank you."
"You've been in such a deuced queer mood the last few days I can't make
you out, Honora."
"You ought to have learned something about women by this time," she
said.
"It seems to me," he announced, "that we need a little livening up."
CHAPTER XVII. THE RENEWAL OF AN ANCIENT HOSPITALITY
There were six letters from him, written from a club, representing the
seven days of his absence. He made no secret of the fact that his visit
to the metropolis was in the nature of a relaxation and a change
of scene, but the letters themselves contained surprisingly little
information as to how he was employing
|