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om of the New York house, and in the little parlour in this far western town. What was it? His permanence? Was it his power? She felt that, but it was a strange kind of power--not like other men's. She felt, as she sat there beside him, that his was a power more difficult to combat. That to defeat it was at once to make it stronger, and to grow weaker. She summoned her pride, she summoned her wrongs: she summoned the ego which had winged its triumphant flight far above his kindly, disapproving eye. He had the ability to make her taste defeat in the very hour of victory. And she knew that, when she fell, he would be there in his strength to lift her up. "Did--did they tell you to come?" she asked. "There was no question of that, Honora. I was away when--when they learned you were here. As soon as I returned, I came." "Tell me how they feel," she said, in a low voice. "They think only of you. And the thought that you are unhappy overshadows all others. They believe that it is to them you should have come, if you were in trouble instead of coming here." "How could I?" she cried. "How can you ask? That is what makes it so hard, that I cannot be with them now. But I should only have made them still more unhappy, if I had gone. They would not have understood--they cannot understand who have every reason to believe in marriage, why those to whom it has been a mockery and a torture should be driven to divorce." "Why divorce?" he said. "Do you mean--do you mean that you wish me to give you the reasons why I felt justified in leaving my husband?" "Not unless you care to," he replied. "I have no right to demand them. I only ask you to remember, Honora, that you have not explained these reasons very clearly in your letters to your aunt and uncle. They do not understand them. Your uncle was unable, on many accounts, to come here; and he thought that--that as an old friend, you might be willing to talk to me." "I can't live with--with my husband," she cried. "I don't love him, and he doesn't love me. He doesn't know what love is." Peter Erwin glanced at her, but she was too absorbed then to see the thing in his eyes. He made no comment. "We haven't the same tastes, nor--nor the same way of looking at things--the same views about making money--for instance. We became absolute strangers. What more is there to say?" she added, a little defiantly. "Your husband committed no--flagrant offence against you?" he i
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