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of the New York house, and in the little parlour in this far western
town. What was it? His permanence? Was it his power? She felt that, but
it was a strange kind of power--not like other men's. She felt, as she
sat there beside him, that his was a power more difficult to combat.
That to defeat it was at once to make it stronger, and to grow weaker.
She summoned her pride, she summoned her wrongs: she summoned the
ego which had winged its triumphant flight far above his kindly,
disapproving eye. He had the ability to make her taste defeat in the
very hour of victory. And she knew that, when she fell, he would be
there in his strength to lift her up.
"Did--did they tell you to come?" she asked.
"There was no question of that, Honora. I was away when--when they
learned you were here. As soon as I returned, I came."
"Tell me how they feel," she said, in a low voice.
"They think only of you. And the thought that you are unhappy
overshadows all others. They believe that it is to them you should have
come, if you were in trouble instead of coming here."
"How could I?" she cried. "How can you ask? That is what makes it so
hard, that I cannot be with them now. But I should only have made them
still more unhappy, if I had gone. They would not have understood--they
cannot understand who have every reason to believe in marriage, why
those to whom it has been a mockery and a torture should be driven to
divorce."
"Why divorce?" he said.
"Do you mean--do you mean that you wish me to give you the reasons why I
felt justified in leaving my husband?"
"Not unless you care to," he replied. "I have no right to demand them.
I only ask you to remember, Honora, that you have not explained these
reasons very clearly in your letters to your aunt and uncle. They do not
understand them. Your uncle was unable, on many accounts, to come here;
and he thought that--that as an old friend, you might be willing to talk
to me."
"I can't live with--with my husband," she cried. "I don't love him, and
he doesn't love me. He doesn't know what love is."
Peter Erwin glanced at her, but she was too absorbed then to see the
thing in his eyes. He made no comment.
"We haven't the same tastes, nor--nor the same way of looking at
things--the same views about making money--for instance. We became
absolute strangers. What more is there to say?" she added, a little
defiantly.
"Your husband committed no--flagrant offence against you?" he i
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