nquired.
"That would have made him human, at least," she cried. "It would have
proved that he could feel--something. No, all he cares for in the world
is to make money, and he doesn't care how he makes it. No woman with an
atom of soul can live with a man like that."
If Peter Erwin deemed this statement a trifle revolutionary, he did not
say so.
"So you just--left him," he said.
"Yes," said Honora. "He didn't care. He was rather relieved than
otherwise. If I had lived with him till I died, I couldn't have made him
happy."
"You tried, and failed," said Peter.
She flushed.
"I couldn't have made him happier," she declared, correcting herself.
"He has no conception of what real happiness is. He thinks he is
happy,-he doesn't need me. He'll be much more--contented without me. I
have nothing against him. I was to blame for marrying him, I know. But
I have only one life to live, and I can't throw it away, Peter, I
can't. And I can't believe that a woman and a man were intended to live
together without love. It is too horrible. Surely that isn't your idea
of marriage!"
"My idea of marriage isn't worth very much, I'm afraid," he said. "If
I talked about it, I should have to confine myself to theories and--and
dreams."
"The moment I saw your card, Peter, I knew why you had come here," she
said, trying to steady her voice. "It was to induce me to go back to my
husband. You don't know how it hurts me to give you pain. I love you--I
love you as I love Uncle Tom and Aunt Mary. You are a part of me. But
oh, you can't understand! I knew you could not. You have never made any
mistakes--you have never lived. It is useless. I won't go back to him.
If you stayed here for weeks you could not make me change my mind."
He was silent.
"You think that I could have prevented--this, if I had been less
selfish," she said.
"Where you are concerned, Honora, I have but one desire," he answered,
"and that is to see you happy--in the best sense of the term. If I could
induce you to go back and give your husband another trial, I should
return with a lighter heart. You ask me whether I think you have been
selfish. I answer frankly that I think you have. I don't pretend to say
your husband has not been selfish also. Neither of you have ever tried,
apparently, to make your marriage a success. It can't be done without an
honest effort. You have abandoned the most serious and sacred enterprise
in the world as lightly as though it
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