the only word that would describe it. No, it had not proclaimed her an
intruder, though it may have been ready to do so the moment before
her appearance; for there was a note of surprise in it--surprise and
compassion.
This was the lady in whose footsteps she was to walk, whose charities
and household cares she was to assume! Tradition, order, observance,
responsibility, authority it was difficult to imagine these as a logical
part of the natural sequence of her life. She would begin to-day, if
God would only grant her these things she had once contemned, and that
seemed now so precious. Her life--her real life would begin to-day. Why
not? How hard she would strive to be worthy of this incomparable gift!
It was hers, hers! She listened, but the only answer was the humming of
the bees in the still September morning.
Chiltern's voice aroused her. He was standing in the breakfast room
talking to the old butler.
"You're sure there were no other letters, Starling, besides these
bills?"
Honora became tense.
"No, sir," she heard the butler say, and she seemed to detect in his
deferential voice the note of anxiety suppressed in the other's. "I'm
most particular about letters, sir, as one who lived so many years with
your father would be. All that came were put in your study, Mr. Hugh."
"It doesn't matter," answered Chiltern, carelessly, and stepped out into
the garden. He caught sight of her, hesitated the fraction of a moment,
and as he came forward again the cloud in his eyes vanished. And yet she
was aware that he was regarding her curiously.
"What," he said gayly, "still here?"
"It is too beautiful!" she cried. "I could sit here forever."
She lifted her face trustfully, smilingly, to his, and he stooped down
and kissed it....
To give the jealous fates not the least chance to take offence, the
higher life they were to lead began at once. And yet it seemed at times
to Honora as though this higher life were the gift the fates would most
begrudge: a gift reserved for others, the pretensions to which were a
kind of knavery. Merriment, forgetfulness, music, the dance; the cup of
pleasure and the feast of Babylon--these might more readily have been
vouchsafed; even deemed to have been bargained for. But to take that
which supposedly had been renounced--virtue, sobriety, security,
respect--would this be endured? She went about it breathlessly, like a
thief.
Never was there a more exemplary household. They
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