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any was prospering, how his egg beater was going, and asked after Lila's health, omitting mention of the Judge with an easy nonchalance which struck terror to the woman's heart--terror, lest the Captain and through him all men should know of her trouble. But deeper than the terror in her heart at what the Captain might know and tell was the pain at the thing she knew herself--that the home which she loved was dead. However proudly it might stand before the world, for the passing hour or day or year, she knew, and the knowledge sickened her to her soul's death, that the home was doomed. She kept thinking of it as a tree, whose roots were cut; a tree whose leaves were still green, whose comeliness still pleased the eye but whose ugly, withered branches soon must stand out to affront the world. And sorrowing for the beauty that was doomed she went to her work. All night with her father she ministered to the tortured man, but in the morning she slipped away to her home again hoping her numb vain hope, through another weary journey of the sun. The third night found Grant Adams restless, wakeful, anxious to talk. The opiates had left him. She saw that he was fully himself, even though conscious of his tortured body. "Laura," he cried in a sick man's feeble voice, "I want to tell you something." "Not now, Grant," she returned quietly. "I'd rather hear it to-morrow." "No," he returned stubbornly, "I want to tell you now." He paused as if to catch his breath. "For I want you to know I'm the happiest man in the world." He set his teeth firmly. The muscles of his jaw worked, and he smiled up at her. He questioned her with his blue eyes, and after some assent had come into her face--or he thought it had, he went on: "There's a God in Israel, Laura--I know it way down in me and all through me." A crash of pain stopped him. He grinned at the groan, which the pain wrenched from him, and whispered, "There's a God in Israel--for He gave me my chance. I saw the great white killing thing coming to do for Denny Hogan. How I'd waited for that chance. Then when it came, I wanted to run. But I didn't run. There's something in you bigger than fear. So when God gave me my chance He put the--the--the--" pain wrenched him again, and he said weakly, "the--I've got to say it, you'll understand--He put the--the guts in me to take it." When she left him a few minutes later he seemed to be asleep. But when Doctor Nesbit came into the
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