n railway I believe, and has broken through. He is very unhappy
and not well. I will see to him.' After that Hetta had said nothing
during the whole day. And now, about an hour before dinner, Lady
Carbury was standing by her son's bedside, determined that he should
speak to her.
'Felix,' she said,--'speak to me, Felix.--I know that you are awake.' He
groaned, and turned himself away from her, burying himself further
under the bedclothes. 'You must get up for your dinner. It is near six
o'clock.'
'All right,' he said at last.
'What is the meaning of this, Felix? You must tell me. It must be told
sooner or later. I know you are unhappy. You had better trust your
mother.'
'I am so sick, mother.'
'You will be better up. What were you doing last night? What has come
of it all? Where are your things?'
'At the club.--You had better leave me now, and let Sam come up to me.'
Sam was the page.
'I will leave you presently; but, Felix, you must tell me about this.
What has been done?'
'It hasn't come off.'
'But how has it not come off?'
'I didn't get away. What's the good of asking?'
'You said this morning when you came in, that Mr Melmotte had
discovered it.'
'Did I? Then I suppose he has. Oh, mother, I wish I could die. I don't
see what's the use of anything. I won't get up to dinner. I'd rather
stay here.'
'You must have something to eat, Felix.'
'Sam can bring it me. Do let him get me some brandy and water. I'm so
faint and sick with all this that I can hardly bear myself. I can't
talk now. If he'll get me a bottle of soda water and some brandy, I'll
tell you all about it then.'
'Where is the money, Felix?'
'I paid it for the ticket,' said he, with both his hands up to his
head.
Then his mother again left him with the understanding that he was to
be allowed to remain in bed till the next morning; but that he was to
give her some further explanation when he had been refreshed and
invigorated after his own prescription. The boy went out and got him
soda water and brandy, and meat was carried up to him, and then he did
succeed for a while in finding oblivion from his misery in sleep.
'Is he ill, mamma?' Hetta asked.
'Yes, my dear.'
'Had you not better send for a doctor?'
'No, my dear. He will be better to-morrow.'
'Mamma, I think you would be happier if you would tell me everything.'
'I can't,' said Lady Carbury, bursting out into tears. 'Don't ask.
What's the good of asking
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