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siness confined entirely to the flour-mill. At this crisis, as if the change of all things broke her stout old heart, which never could bend to any new ways--Jael died. We laid her at my father's and mother's feet--poor old Jael! and that grave-yard in St. Mary's Lane now covered over all who loved me, all who were of my youth day--my very own. So thought I--or might have thought--but that John and Ursula then demanded with one voice, "Brother, come home." I resisted long: for it is one of my decided opinions that married people ought to have no one, be the tie ever so close and dear, living permanently with them, to break the sacred duality--no, let me say the unity of their home. I wished to try and work for my living, if that were possible--if not, that out of the wreck of my father's trade might be found enough to keep me, in some poor way. But John Halifax would not hear of that. And Ursula--she was sitting sewing, while the little one lay on her lap, cooing softly with shut eyes--Ursula took my hand to play with Muriel's. The baby fingers closed over mine--"See there, Phineas; SHE wants you too." So I stayed. Perhaps it was on this account that better than all his other children, better than anything on earth except himself, I loved John's eldest daughter, little blind Muriel. He had several children now. The dark old house, and the square town garden, were alive with their voices from morning till night. First, and loudest always, was Guy--born the year after Muriel. He was very like his mother, and her darling. After him came two more, Edwin and Walter. But Muriel still remained as "sister"--the only sister either given or desired. If I could find a name to describe that child it would be not the one her happy mother gave her at her birth, but one more sacred, more tender. She was better than Joy--she was an embodied Peace. Her motions were slow and tranquil--her voice soft--every expression of her little face extraordinarily serene. Whether creeping about the house, with a foot-fall silent as snow, or sitting among us, either knitting busily at her father's knee, or listening to his talk and the children's play, everywhere and always Muriel was the same. No one ever saw her angry, restless, or sad. The soft dark calm in which she lived seemed never broken by the troubles of this our troublous world. She was, as I have said, from her very babyhood a living peace. And such she w
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