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r strangeness--things which had happened a long time ago; sayings and doings of mine in my childhood, which I had not the least idea he had either known of or remembered. When we got in-doors I asked if I should come and sit with him till his bed-time. "No--no; thee looks tired, and I have a business letter to write. Better go to thy bed as usual." I bade him good-night, and was going, when he called me back. "How old art thee, Phineas--twenty-four or five?" "Twenty-five, father." "Eh! so much?" He put his hand on my shoulder, and looked down on me kindly, even tenderly. "Thee art but weakly still, but thee must pick up, and live to be as old a man as thy father. Goodnight. God be with thee, my son!" I left him. I was happy. Once I had never expected my old father and I would have got on together so well, or loved one another so dearly. In the middle of the night Jael came into my room, and sat down on my bed's foot, looking at me. I had been dreaming strangely, about my own childish days, and about my father and mother when we were young. What Jael told me--by slow degrees, and as tenderly as when she was my nurse years ago--seemed at first so unreal as to be like a part of the dream. At ten o'clock, when she had locked up the house, she had come as usual to the parlour door, to tell my father it was bed-time. He did not answer, being sitting with his back to the door, apparently busy writing. So she went away. Half an hour afterwards she came again. He sat there still--he had not moved. One hand supported his head; the other, the fingers stiffly holding the pen, lay on the table. He seemed intently gazing on what he had written. It ran thus: "GOOD FRIEND, "To-morrow I shall be--" But there the hand had stopped--for ever. O dear father! on that to-morrow thou wert with God. CHAPTER XXII It was the year 1812. I had lived for ten years as a brother in my adopted brother's house, whither he had brought me on the day of my father's funeral; entreating that I should never leave it again. For, as was shortly afterwards made clear, fate--say Providence--was now inevitably releasing him from a bond, from which, so long as my poor father lived, John would never have released himself. It was discovered that the profits of the tanning trade had long been merely nominal--that of necessity, for the support of our two families, the tan-yard must be sold, and the bu
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