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ut "la liberte et ses plaisirs, la jeunesse, l'amour." The mother grew sterner--any such wife and mother would. Then and there, compassion might have died out of even her good heart, had it not been for the sudden noise over-head of children's feet--children's chattering. Once more the pitiful thought came--"She has no children." "Caroline," she said, catching her gown as she passed, "when I was with you, you had a child which only breathed and died. It died spotless. When you die, how dare you meet that little baby?" The singing changed to sobbing. "I had forgotten. My little baby! Oh, mon Dieu, mon Dieu!" Mrs. Halifax, taking in earnest those meaningless French ejaculations, whispered something about Him who alone can comfort and help us all. "Him! I never knew Him, if indeed He be. No, no, there is no after-life." Ursula turned away in horror. "John, what shall we do with her? No home!--no husband!--no God!" "He never leaves Himself without a witness. Look, love." The wretched woman sat rocking to and fro--weeping and wringing her hands. "It was cruel--cruel! You should not have spoken about my baby. Now--" "Tell me--just one word--I will not believe anybody's word except your own. Caroline, are you--still innocent?" Lady Caroline shrank from her touch. "Don't hold me so. You may have one standard of virtue, I another." "Still, tell me." "And if I did, you, an 'honourable English matron'--was not that your husband's word?--would turn from me, most likely." "She will not," John said. "She has been happy, and you most miserable." "Oh, most miserable." That bitter groan went to both their hearts, Ursula leaned over her--herself almost in tears. "Cousin Caroline, John says true--I will not turn from you. I know you have been sinned against--cruelly--cruelly. Only tell me that you yourself have not sinned." "I HAVE 'sinned,' as you call it." Ursula started--drew closer to her husband. Neither spoke. "Mrs. Halifax, why don't you take away your hand?" "I?--let me think. This is terrible. Oh, John!" Again Lady Caroline said, in her sharp, bold tone, "Take away your hand." "Husband, shall I?" "No." For some minutes they stood together, both silent, with this poor woman. I call her "poor," as did they, knowing, that if a sufferer needs pity, how tenfold more does a sinner! John spoke first. "Cousin Caroline." She lifted up her head in amazemen
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