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y let fall over us!--A haze through which all around seemed melting away in delicious intangible sweetness, in which the very sky above our heads--the shining, world-besprinkled sky--was a thing felt rather than seen. "How strange all seems! how unreal!" said John, in a low voice, when he had walked the length of the garden in silence. "Phineas, how very strange it seems!" "What seems?" "What?--oh, everything." He hesitated a minute. "No, not everything--but something which to me seems now to fill and be mixed up with all I do, or think, or feel. Something you do not know--but to-night Ursula said I might tell you." Nevertheless he was several minutes before he told me. "This pear-tree is full of fruit--is it not? How thick they hang and yet it seems but yesterday that Ursula and I were standing here, trying to count the blossoms." He stopped--touching a branch with his hand. His voice sank so I could hardly hear it. "Do you know, Phineas, that when this tree is bare--we shall, if with God's blessing all goes well--we shall have--a little child." I wrung his hand in silence. "You cannot imagine how strange it feels. A child--hers and mine--little feet to go pattering about our house--a little voice to say--Think, that by Christmas-time I shall be a FATHER." He sat down on the garden-bench, and did not speak for a long time. "I wonder," he said at last, "if, when I was born, MY father was as young as I am: whether he felt as I do now. You cannot think what an awful joy it is to be looking forward to a child; a little soul of God's giving, to be made fit for His eternity. How shall we do it! we that are both so ignorant, so young--she will be only just nineteen when, please God, her baby is born. Sometimes, of an evening, we sit for hours on this bench, she and I, talking of what we ought to do, and how we ought to rear the little thing, until we fall into silence, awed at the blessing that is coming to us." "God will help you both, and make you wise." "We trust He will; and then we are not afraid." A little while longer I sat by John's side, catching the dim outline of his face, half uplifted, looking towards those myriad worlds, which we are taught to believe, and do believe, are not more precious in the Almighty sight than one living human soul. But he said no more of the hope that was coming, or of the thoughts which, in the holy hush of that summer night, had risen out of
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