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after dinner to walk across the park in the dark," said Ayala, when the matter was discussed before the Colonel's coming. "It is a law, my dear," said Lady Albury, "and has to be obeyed whether you understand it or not, like other laws. Mr. Greene will be with him, so that no one shall run away with him in the dark. Then he will be able to go into church without dirtying his dress boots." "But I thought there would be half-a-dozen carriages at least." "But there won't be room in one of them for him. He is to be nobody until he comes forth from the church as your husband. Then he is to be everybody. That is the very theory of marriage." * * * * * * "I think we managed it all very well between us," said Lady Albury afterwards, "but you really cannot guess the trouble we took." "Why should there have been trouble?" "Because you were such a perverse creature, as the old lady said. I am not sure that you were not right, because a girl does so often raise herself in her lover's estimation by refusing him half-a-dozen times. But you were not up to that." "Indeed I was not. I am sure I did not intend to give any trouble to anybody." "But you did. Only think of my going up to London to meet him, and of him coming from Aldershot to meet me, simply that we might put our heads together how to overcome the perversity of such a young woman as you!" There then came a look almost of pain on Ayala's brow. "But I do believe it was for the best. In this way he came to understand how absolutely necessary you were to him." "Am I necessary to him?" "He thinks so." "Oh, if I can only be necessary to him always! But there should have been no going up to London. I should have rushed into his arms at once." "That would have been unusual." "But so is he unusual," said Ayala. It is probable that the Colonel did not enjoy his days at Stalham before his marriage, except during the hour or two in which he was allowed to take Ayala out for a last walk. Such days can hardly be agreeable to the man of whom it is known by all around him that he is on the eve of committing matrimony. There is always, on such occasions, a feeling of weakness, as though the man had been subdued, brought at length into a cage and tamed, so as to be made fit for domestic purposes, and deprived of his ancient freedom amongst the woods;--whereas the girl feels herself to be the triumphant conqueror, who has
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