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lliot? I haven't heard from him since he went away. Do you know where he is just now?" Pamela shook her head. "Why don't you marry him, Pamela?" "For a very good reason--he hasn't asked me." "Hoots!" said Mrs. Hope, "as if that mattered!" Pamela lifted her eyebrows. "It is generally considered rather necessary, isn't it?" she asked mildly. "You know quite well that he would ask you to-morrow if you gave him the slightest encouragement The man's afraid of you, that's what's wrong." Pamela nodded. "Is that why you have remained Pamela Reston? My dear, men are fools, and blind. And Lewis is modest as well. But ...forgive me blundering. I've a long tongue, but you would think at my age I might keep it still." "No, I don't mind your knowing. I don't think anyone else ever had a suspicion of it. And I thought myself I had long since got over it. Indeed when I came here I was contemplating marrying someone else." "Tell me, did you know Lewis was here when you came to Priorsford?" "No--I'd completely lost trace of him. I was too proud ever to inquire after him when he suddenly gave up coming near us. Priorsford suggested itself to me as a place to come to for a rest, chiefly, I suppose, because I had heard of it from Lewis, but I had no thought of seeing him. Indeed, I had no notion that he had still a connection with the place. And then Jean suddenly said his name. I knew then I hadn't forgotten; my heart leapt up in the old unreasonable way. I met him--and thought he cared for Jean." "Yes. I used sometimes to wonder why Lewis didn't fall in love with Jean. Of course he was too old for her, but it would have been quite a feasible match. Now I know that he cared for you all the time. Oh, I'm not surprised that he looked at no one else. But that you should have waited.... There must have been so many suitors...." "A few. But some people are born faithful. Anyway, I'm so glad that when I thought he cared for Jean it made no difference in my feelings to her. I should have felt so humiliated if I had been petty enough to hate her for what she couldn't help. My brother Biddy wants to marry Jean, and I've great hopes that it may work out all right." Mrs. Hope sat forward in her chair. "I had my suspicions. Jean has changed lately; nothing to take hold of, but I have felt a difference. It wasn't the money--that's an external thing--the change was in Jean herself, a certain reticence where there had be
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