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en utter frankness; a laugh more frequent, but not quite so gay and light-hearted. Has he spoken to her?" "Yes, but Jean wouldn't hear of it." "Dear me! I could have sworn she cared." "I think she does, but Jean is proud. What a silly thing pride is! However, Biddy is very tenacious, and he isn't at all down-hearted about his rebuff. He's quite sure that Jean and he were meant for each other, and he has great hopes of convincing Jean. I've never mentioned the subject to her, she is so tremendously reticent and shy about such things. I talk about Biddy in a casual way, but if I hadn't known from Biddy I would have learned from Jean's averted eyes that something had happened. The child gives herself away every time." "This, I suppose, happened before the fortune came. What effect will the money have, I wonder?" "I wonder too," said Pamela. "Now that Jean feels she has something to give it may make a difference. I wish she would speak to me about it, but I can't force her confidence." "No," said Mrs. Hope. "You can't do that. As you say, Jean is very reticent. I think I'm rather hurt that she hasn't confided in me. She is almost like my own.... She was a little child when the news came that Sandy, my youngest boy, was gone.... I'm reticent too, and I couldn't mention his name, or speak about my sorrow, and Jean seemed to understand. She used to garden beside me, and chatter about her baby affairs, and ask me questions, and I sometimes thought she saved my reason...." Pamela sat silent. It was well known that no one dared mention her sons' names to Mrs. Hope. Figuratively she removed her shoes from off her feet, for she felt that it was holy ground. Mrs. Hope went on. "I dare say you have heard about--my boys. They all died within three years, and Augusta and I were left alone. Generally I get along, but to-day--perhaps because it is the first spring day, and they were so young and full of promise--it seems as if I must speak about them. Do you mind?" Pamela took the hand that lay on the black silk lap and kissed it. "Ah, my dear," she said. "Archie was my eldest son. His father and I dreamed dreams about him. They came true, though not in the way we would have chosen. He went into the Indian Civil Service--the Hopes were always a far-wandering race--and he gave his life fighting famine in his district.... And Jock would be nothing but a soldier--_my_ Jock with his warm heart and his sudden rages and
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