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quietly. I confess I can't see any difficulty at all--if you care for me a little. That's the one thing that matters." "My feelings," said Jean, "don't matter at all. Even if there was nothing else in the way, what about Davie and Jock and the dear Mhor? I must always stick to them--at least until they don't need me any longer." "But Jean, beloved, you don't suppose I want to take you away from them? There's room for them all.... I can see you at Mintern Abbas, Jean, and there's a river there, and the hills aren't far distant--you won't find it unhomelike--the only thing that is lacking is a railway for the Mhor." "Please don't," said Jean. "You hurt me when you speak like that. Do you think I would let you burden yourself with all my family? I would never be anything but a drag on you. You must go away, Richard Plantagenet, and take your proper place in the world, and forget all about Priorsford and Penny-plain, and marry someone who will help you with your career and be a fit mistress for your great houses, and I'll just stay here. The Rigs is my proper setting." "Jean," said Lord Bidborough, "will you tell me--is there any other man?" "No. How could there be? There aren't any men in Priorsford to speak of." "There's Lewis Elliot." Jean stared. "You don't suppose _Lewis_ wants to marry me, do you? Men are the _stupidest_ things! Don't you know that Lewis...." "What?" "Nothing. Only you needn't think he ever looks the road I'm on. What a horrid conversation this is! It's a great mistake ever to mention love and marriage. It makes the nicest people silly. I simply daren't think what Jock would say if he heard us. He would be what Bella Bathgate calls 'black affrontit.'" "Jean, will it always matter to you more than anything in the world what David and Jock and Mhor think? Will you never care for anyone as you care for them?" "But they are my charge," Jean explained. "They were left to me. Mother said, before she went away that last time, 'I trust you, Jean, to look after the boys,' and when father didn't come back, and Great-aunt Alison died, they had only me." "Can't you adopt me as well? Do you know, Penny-plain, I believe it is all the fault of your Great-aunt Alison. You are thinking that on your death-bed you will like to feel that you sacrificed yourself to others--" "Oh," cried Jean, "did Pamela actually tell you about Great-aunt Alison? That wasn't quite fair." "She wasn't la
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