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that we can lead them. Even I know that. What we can do best is to follow--and pick up the pieces." He shook his head blankly. "I don't understand. What good would that do?" She rose, saying quietly, "I shall have to let you think it out for yourself." As he remained seated, his forehead resting on his hand, she passed behind him. With her arm thrown lightly across his shoulders she bent over him till her cheek touched his hair. "Thor dear," she whispered, "we've got our own problems to solve, haven't we? We can't solve Claude's and Rosie's too. No one can do that but themselves. Whatever happens--whether he comes back and marries her, or whether he doesn't--no help would ever come of your interference or mine. If we'd only understood that before--" "You mean, if I had." "Well, Thor darling, you haven't. You see, human beings are so terribly free. I say terribly, on purpose--because you can't compel them to be wise and prudent and safe, even when they're making the most obvious mistakes. We must let them make them--and suffer--and learn." She bent closer to his ear. "And it's what we must do, Thor dear, you and I. We've made our mistakes already--though perhaps we didn't know it. Now we must have the suffering--and--and the learning." She brushed her lips lightly across his hair and left him. As she walked through the Square, and past the terminus of the tram-line, and on into the beginning of County Street, she was obliged to keep repeating her own words--"Nothing that isn't kind and well thought out beforehand." Having counseled him against bitterness and violence, she saw that her immediate task was not to swallow her own words. Bitterness was beyond suppression, and violence would have been so easy! "_Well thought out beforehand_," she emphasized. "Whatever I do I must keep to that. If _I_ don't, God knows where we shall be." In pursuance of this principle she turned in at her father-in-law's gate. He and Mrs. Masterman must also be warned. Rosie's rash act would touch them so closely that unless they were informed of it gently something regrettable might be said or done. As to that, however, her fears proved groundless. Masterman himself opened the door for her as she went up the steps. "Saw you coming," he explained. "Just got out from town. Ena's been telling me the most distressing thing--the most damnably theatrical, idiotic thing. Perhaps you've heard of it." "I know what you mean. I've
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