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sband--is certainly not enviable. Yet she admits that she feels far better than she used to do. * * * * * Any one might suppose I was on the way to become a rampant champion of the Woman's Cause. May I be provided with some other occupation! I have quite enough to do to manage my own affairs. Heaven be eternally praised that I have no children, and have been spared all the ailments which can be "cured" by women's specialists! * * * * * Ye powers! How interminable a day can be! Surely every day contains forty-eight hours! I can actually watch the seconds oozing away, drop by drop.... Or rather, they fall slowly on my head, like dust upon a polished table. My hair is getting steadily greyer. It is not surprising, because I neglect it. But what is the use of keeping it artificially brown with lotions and pomades? Let it go grey! Torp has observed that I take far more pleasure in good cooking than I did at first. My dresses are getting too tight. I miss my masseuse. * * * * * To-day I inspected my linen cupboard with all the care of the lady superior of an aristocratic convent. I delighted in the spectacle of the snowy-white piles, and counted it all. I am careful with my money, and yet I like to have great supplies in the house. The more bottles, cases, and bags I see in the larder, the better pleased I am. In that respect Torp and I are agreed. If we were cut off from the outer world by flood, or an earthquake, we could hold out for a considerable time. * * * * * If I had more sensibility, and a little imagination--even as much as Torp, who makes verses with the help of her hymn-book--I think I should turn my attention to literature. Women like to wade in their memories as one wades through dry leaves in autumn. I believe I should be very clever in opening a series of whited sepulchres, and, without betraying any personalities, I should collect my exhumed mummies under the general title of, "Woman at the Dangerous Age." But besides imagination, I lack the necessary perseverance to occupy myself for long together with other people's affairs. * * * * * We most of us sail under a false flag; but it is necessary. If we were intended to be as transparent as glass, why were we born with our thoughts concealed? If we ventured to show ours
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