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expect my wife to bring more than I." "You bring too much. You bring that Countess." "My dear Helene," he said, struck serious. "I am entirely free in regard to the Countess, as she is long since as regards me. Of course she will, at the first shock, feel opposed to my marriage with a distinguished young girl on the same intellectual level as herself. That is human, feminine, natural. But when she knows you she will adore you, and you will repay her in kind, since she is my second mother. You do not understand her. The dear Countess desires no other happiness than to see me happy." "And therefore," said Helene cynically, "she will warn you to beware. She will hunt up all my offences against holy German morals--" "I don't care what she hunts up. All I ask is, be a monotheist henceforwards." "Now you are asking _me_ to become a Jewess." "I ask you only to become my wife." He caught her hands passionately. His eyes seemed to drink her in. She fluttered, enjoying her bird-like helplessness. "Turn your eyes away, my royal eagle!" "You are mine! you are mine!" he cried. "I am my father's--I am Janko's," she panted. "They are shadows. Listen to yourself. Be true to yourself." "I have no self. It seems so selfish to have one. I am anything--a fay, a sprite, an elf." She freed her hands with a sudden twist and ran laughing up the mountain. "To the sunrise!" she cried. "To the sunrise!" He gave chase: "To the sunrise! To the symbol!" X But the next morning the symbolic sunrise they rose to see was hidden by fog and rain. And--what was still more disappointing to Lassalle--Mrs. Arson insisted on escaping with her charges from this depressing climate and re-descending to Wabern, the village near Berne, where they had been staying. Not even Lassalle's fascinations and persuasions could counteract the pertinacious plash-plash of-the rain, and the chilling mist, and perhaps the uneasy pricks of her awakening chaperon-conscience. Nor could he extract a decisive "Yes" from his fluttering volatile enchantress. At Kaltbad, where they said farewell, he pressed her hands with passion. "For a little while! Be prudent and strong! You have the goodness of a child--and a child's will. Oh, if I could pour into these blue veins"--he kissed them fiercely--"only one drop of my giant's will, of my Titanic energy. Grip my hands; perhaps I can do it by magnetism. I will to join our lives. You must will too
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