FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   319   320   321   322   323   324   325   326   327   328   329   330   331   332   333   334   335   336   337   338   339   340   341   342   343  
344   345   346   347   348   349   350   351   352   353   354   355   356   357   358   359   360   361   362   363   364   365   366   367   368   >>   >|  
the only thing in him that astonished the Red Beadle. There was also a gentle deference of manner not usual with masters, or with pious persons. His consideration for his employes amounted, in the Beadle's eyes, to maladministration, and the grave loss he sustained through one of his hands selling off a crate of finished goods and flying to America was deservedly due to confidence in another pious person. II Despite the Red Beadle's Rationalism, which, basing itself on the facts of life, was not to be crushed by high-flown German words, the master-shoemaker showed him marked favor and often invited him to stay on to supper. Although the Beadle felt this was but the due recognition of one intellect by another, if an inferior intellect, he was at times irrationally grateful for the privilege of a place to spend his evenings in. For the Ghetto had cut him--there could be no doubt of that. The worshippers in his old synagogue whom he had once dominated as Beadle now passed him by with sour looks--"a dog one does not treat thus," the Beadle told himself, tugging miserably at his red beard. "It is not as if I were a Meshummad--a convert to Christianity." Some hereditary instinct admitted _that_ as a just excuse for execration. "I can't make friends with the Christians, and so I am cut off from both." When after a thunderstorm two of the hands resigned their places at Zussmann's benches on the avowed ground that atheism attracts lightning, Zussmann's loyalty to the freethinker converted the Beadle's gratitude from fitfulness into a steady glow. And, other considerations apart, those were enjoyable suppers after the toil and grime of the day. The Beadle especially admired Zussmann's hands when the black grease had been washed off them, the fingers were so long and tapering. Why had his own fingers been made so stumpy and square-tipped? Since Nature made herself, why was she so uneven a worker? Nay, why could she not have given him white teeth like Zussmann's wife? Not that these were ostentatious--you thought more of the sweetness of the smile of which they were part. Still, as Nature's irregularity was particularly manifest in his own teeth, he could not help the reflection. If the Red Beadle had not been a widower, the unfeigned success of the Herz union might have turned his own thoughts to that happy state. As it was, the sight of their happiness occasionally shot through his breast renewed pangs of vain lo
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   319   320   321   322   323   324   325   326   327   328   329   330   331   332   333   334   335   336   337   338   339   340   341   342   343  
344   345   346   347   348   349   350   351   352   353   354   355   356   357   358   359   360   361   362   363   364   365   366   367   368   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Beadle

 

Zussmann

 
Nature
 

intellect

 

fingers

 

washed

 

grease

 

admired

 

enjoyable

 

freethinker


resigned

 
converted
 
gratitude
 

loyalty

 
places
 
benches
 

ground

 

atheism

 

attracts

 

lightning


fitfulness

 

avowed

 

thunderstorm

 

suppers

 

considerations

 

steady

 

turned

 

thoughts

 

success

 
unfeigned

manifest

 

reflection

 
widower
 

renewed

 

breast

 
occasionally
 

happiness

 
irregularity
 

worker

 
uneven

Christians

 

stumpy

 

square

 
tipped
 

sweetness

 

thought

 
ostentatious
 

tapering

 

miserably

 
crushed