ness. Should
it go on, as it may--in spite of every thing we can do--he must know it.
You have seen sufficient of his character to judge how he will receive
the information which it may be my painful lot to take to him. I think
of it with dread. It has been my pleasure to stand your friend--you must
prove mine. I shall expect you to act with fortitude and calmness, and
not, by weakness and self-indulgence, to increase the pain that will
afflict the parent's heart--for it will be sufficient for Fairman to
know only what has happened to give up every hope and consolation. You
must be firm on his account and chiefly for the sake of the dear girl,
who should not see your face without a smile of confidence and love upon
it. Do you hear me? I will let you weep now," he continued, noticing the
tears which prevented my reply, "provided that you dry your eyes, and
keep them so from this time forward. Do you hear me?"
"Yes," I faltered.
"And will you heed me?"
"I will try," I answered, as firmly as I might, with every hope within
me crushed and killed by the words which he had spoken.
"Very well. Then let us say no more, until we see what Providence is
doing for us."
The fever of Ellen did not abate that day. The doctor did not leave the
house, but remained with the incumbent--not, as he told his friend,
because he thought it necessary so to do, but to keep the word which he
had given the night before--viz., to pass the day with him. He was sorry
that he had been deprived of their company at his own abode, but he
could make himself quite comfortable where he was. About eleven o'clock
at night the doctor thought it strange that Robin had not brought his
pony over, and wondered what had happened.
"Shall we send to enquire?" asked Mr Fairman.
"Oh no!" was the quick answer, "that never can be worth while. We'll
wait a little longer."
At twelve the doctor spoke again. "Well, he must think of moving; but he
was very tired, and did not care to walk."
"Why not stay here, then? I cannot see, Mayhew, why you should be so
uneasy at the thought of sleeping out. Come, take your bed with us for
once."
"Eh?--well--it's very late--suppose I do."
Mayhew had not been shrewd enough, and, with his ready acquiescence, the
minister learned all.
I did not go to bed. My place was at her door, and there I lingered till
the morning. The physician had paid his last visit shortly after
midnight, and had given orders to the nurse
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