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n for you the weight of old age as it comes on, then am I much mistaken, and ready to regret the steps which I have taken to bring you all together." There was little spoken after this. The hearts were full to the brink--to speak was to interfere with their consummate joy. The doctor was the only one who made the attempt, and he, after a very ineffectual endeavour to be jocose, held his peace. The Bible was produced. The servants of the house appeared. A chapter was read from it by the incumbent--a prayer was offered up, then we separated. I stole to Ellen as she was about to quit us for the night. "And you, dear Ellen," I whispered in her ear, "are you, too, happy?" "Yes, _dearest_," she murmured with a gentle pressure, that passed like wildfire to my heart. "I fear _too_ happy. Earth will not suffer it" We parted, and in twelve hours those words were not without their meaning. We met on the following morning at the usual breakfast hour. The moment that I entered the apartment, I perceived that Ellen was indisposed--that something had occurred, since the preceding night, to give her anxiety or pain. Her hand trembled slightly, and a degree of perturbation was apparent in her movements. My first impression was, that she had received ill news, for there was nothing in her appearance to indicate the existence of bodily suffering. It soon occurred to me, however, that the unwonted recent excitement might account for all her symptoms--that they were, in fact, the natural consequence of that sudden abundance of joyous spirits which I had remarked in her during the early part of the evening. I satisfied myself with this belief, or strove to do so--the more easily, perhaps, because I saw her father indifferent to her state, if not altogether ignorant of it. He who was ever lying in wait--ever watching--ever ready to apprehend the smallest evidence of ill health, was, on this morning, as insensible to the alteration which had taken place in the darling object of his solicitude, as though he had no eyes to see, or object to behold; so easy is it for a too anxious diligence in a pursuit to overshoot and miss the point at which it aims. Could he, as we sat, have guessed the cause of all her grief--could some dark spirit, gloating on man's misery, have breathed one fearful word into his ear, bringing to life and light the melancholy tale of distant years--how would his nature have supported the announcement--how bore the?
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