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e or atmosphere about you to-night, Sue," he said. "I mean not only mentally, but about your clothes, also. A sort of vegetable scent, which I seem to know, yet cannot remember." "It is incense." "Incense?" "I have been to the service at St. Silas', and I was in the fumes of it." "Oh--St. Silas." "Yes. I go there sometimes." "Indeed. You go there!" "You see, Jude, it is lonely here in the weekday mornings, when you are at work, and I think and think of--of my--" She stopped till she could control the lumpiness of her throat. "And I have taken to go in there, as it is so near." "Oh well--of course, I say nothing against it. Only it is odd, for you. They little think what sort of chiel is amang them!" "What do you mean, Jude?" "Well--a sceptic, to be plain." "How can you pain me so, dear Jude, in my trouble! Yet I know you didn't mean it. But you ought not to say that." "I won't. But I am much surprised!" "Well--I want to tell you something else, Jude. You won't be angry, will you? I have thought of it a good deal since my babies died. I don't think I ought to be your wife--or as your wife--any longer." "What? ... But you ARE!" "From your point of view; but--" "Of course we were afraid of the ceremony, and a good many others would have been in our places, with such strong reasons for fears. But experience has proved how we misjudged ourselves, and overrated our infirmities; and if you are beginning to respect rites and ceremonies, as you seem to be, I wonder you don't say it shall be carried out instantly? You certainly ARE my wife, Sue, in all but law. What do you mean by what you said?" "I don't think I am!" "Not? But suppose we HAD gone through the ceremony? Would you feel that you were then?" "No. I should not feel even then that I was. I should feel worse than I do now." "Why so--in the name of all that's perverse, my dear?" "Because I am Richard's." "Ah--you hinted that absurd fancy to me before!" "It was only an impression with me then; I feel more and more convinced as time goes on that--I belong to him, or to nobody." "My good heavens--how we are changing places!" "Yes. Perhaps so." Some few days later, in the dusk of the summer evening, they were sitting in the same small room downstairs, when a knock came to the front door of the carpenter's house where they were lodging, and in a few moments there was a tap at the door of their
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