oves--he says it will bring our lives to
a triumphant and satisfactory issue. But--are you sure of yourself?
It is not too late to refuse now if--you think you can't bring
yourself to it, you know?"
"Yes, yes, I can! I want it done quick. Tell him, tell him at once!
My strength is tried by the undertaking--I can't wait long!"
"Have something to eat and drink then, and go over to your room
at Mrs. Edlin's. I'll tell the vicar half-past eight to-morrow,
before anybody is about--if that's not too soon for you? My friend
Gillingham is here to help us in the ceremony. He's been good enough
to come all the way from Shaston at great inconvenience to himself."
Unlike a woman in ordinary, whose eye is so keen for material things,
Sue seemed to see nothing of the room they were in, or any detail of
her environment. But on moving across the parlour to put down her
muff she uttered a little "Oh!" and grew paler than before. Her look
was that of the condemned criminal who catches sight of his coffin.
"What?" said Phillotson.
The flap of the bureau chanced to be open, and in placing her muff
upon it her eye had caught a document which lay there. "Oh--only
a--funny surprise!" she said, trying to laugh away her cry as she
came back to the table.
"Ah! Yes," said Phillotson. "The licence.... It has just come."
Gillingham now joined them from his room above, and Sue nervously
made herself agreeable to him by talking on whatever she thought
likely to interest him, except herself, though that interested him
most of all. She obediently ate some supper, and prepared to leave
for her lodging hard by. Phillotson crossed the green with her,
bidding her good-night at Mrs. Edlin's door.
The old woman accompanied Sue to her temporary quarters, and helped
her to unpack. Among other things she laid out a night-gown
tastefully embroidered.
"Oh--I didn't know THAT was put in!" said Sue quickly. "I didn't
mean it to be. Here is a different one." She handed a new and
absolutely plain garment, of coarse and unbleached calico.
"But this is the prettiest," said Mrs. Edlin. "That one is no better
than very sackcloth o' Scripture!"
"Yes--I meant it to be. Give me the other."
She took it, and began rending it with all her might, the tears
resounding through the house like a screech-owl.
"But my dear, dear!--whatever..."
"It is adulterous! It signifies what I don't feel--I bought it long
ago--to please Jude.
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