ndled by every
one, I had been ashamed to look up. I began to be bashful.
Charlotte asked if I did not still seem inclinable to do the lady
justice, if she would accept of me? It would be, she dared to say, the
greatest felicity the family could know (she would answer for one) that
this fine lady were of it.
They all declared to the same effect; and Lady Sarah put the matter
home to me.
But my Lord Marplot would have it that I could not be serious for six
minutes together.
I told his Lordship that he was mistaken; light as he thought I made of
his subject, I never knew any that went so near my heart.
Miss Patty said she was glad to hear that: and her soft eyes glistened
with pleasure.
Lord M. called her sweet soul, and was ready to cry.
Not from humanity neither, Jack. This Peer has no bowels; as thou
mayest observe by this treatment of me. But when people's minds are
weakened by a sense of their own infirmities, and when they are drawing
on to their latter ends, they will be moved on the slightest occasions,
whether those offer from within or without them. And this, frequently,
the unpenetrating world, calls humanity; when all the time, in
compassionating the miseries of human nature, they are but pitying
themselves; and were they in strong health and spirits, would care as
little for any body else as thou or I do.
Here broke they off my trial for this sitting. Lady Sarah was much
fatigued. It was agreed to pursue the subject in the morning. They
all, however, retired together, and went into private conference.
LETTER VI
MR. LOVELACE
[IN CONTINUATION.]
The Ladies, instead of taking up the subject where we had laid it down,
must needs touch upon passage in my fair accuser's letter, which I was in
hopes they would have let rest, as we were in a tolerable way. But,
truly, they must hear all they could hear of our story, and what I had to
say to those passages, that they might be better enabled to mediate
between us, if I were really and indeed inclined to do her the hoped-for
justice.
These passages were, 1st, 'That, after I had compulsorily tricked her
into the act of going off with me, I carried her to one of the worst
houses in London.'
2nd, 'That I had made a wicked attempt upon her; in resentment of which
she fled to Hampstead privately.'
3dly, Came the forgery, and personating charges again; and we were upon
the point of renewing out quarrel, before we could get to th
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