ish, that they forebore
(out of compassion, they said, finding their visits so disagreeable to
her) to see her. But their apprehension of what might be the issue was,
no doubt, their principal consideration: nothing else could have softened
such flinty bosoms.
They sent for the apothecary Rowland had had to her, and gave him, and
Rowland, and his wife and maid, strict orders, many times repeated, for
the utmost care to be taken of her--no doubt, with an Old-Bailey
forecast. And they sent up to let her know what orders they had given:
but that, understanding she had taken something to compose herself, they
would not disturb her.
She had scrupled, it seems, to admit the apothecary's visit over night,
because he was a MAN. Nor could she be prevailed upon to see him, till
they pleaded their own safety to her.
They went again, from church, [Lord, Bob., these creatures go to church!]
but she sent them down word that she must have all the remainder of the
day to herself.
When I first came, and told them of thy execrations for what they had
done, and joined my own to them, they were astonished. The mother said,
she had thought she had known Mr. Lovelace better; and expected thanks,
and not curses.
While I was with them, came back halting and cursing, most horribly,
their messenger; by reason of the ill-usage he had received from you,
instead of the reward he had been taught to expect for the supposed good
news that he carried down.--A pretty fellow, art thou not, to abuse
people for the consequences of thy own faults?
Dorcas, whose acquaintance this fellow is, and who recommended him for
the journey, had conditioned with him, it seems, for a share in the
expected bounty from you. Had she been to have had her share made good,
I wish thou hadst broken every bone in his skin.
Under what shocking disadvantages, and with this addition to them, that I
am thy friend and intimate, am I to make a visit to this unhappy lady
to-morrow morning! In thy name, too!--Enough to be refused, that I am of
a sex, to which, for thy sake, she has so justifiable an aversion: nor,
having such a tyrant of a father, and such an implacable brother, has she
the reason to make an exception in favour of any of it on their accounts.
It is three o'clock. I will close here; and take a little rest: what I
have written will be a proper preparative for what shall offer by-and-by.
Thy servant is not to return without a letter, he tells me;
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