ning passion could
inspire me with, evidently hurt her severely, but this I had expected
and was fully prepared for, as I was aware from my previous inspections
of the charming spot that it never had been stretched to such an extent
as to enable me to attain free admission, and consequently I was not
disposed to relax in my efforts on that account, trusting that the
overwhelming pleasure that would ensue would fully make up for all
suffering, and that I should obtain full possession, as soon as she
should be enabled to join in my transports.

Her very struggles, caused partly by pain and partly by apprehension,
as she endeavoured to rise up, only aided me in effecting my purpose,
and after a short contest, I had the satisfaction and delight of
feeling the resistance which her virgin obstacles had offered to my
progress entirely give way, and my victorious champion had penetrated
her inmost secret recesses in such an effectual manner as to produce
the most delicious conjunction of the most sensitive parts of our
bodies that can possibly be conceived. The effect upon her, however,
was not so immediately delightful as it was upon me. The pain
occasioned by the last few thrusts by which I had completed the
achievement had been so severe as to make her abandon her resistance,
and when it suddenly ceased, on my weapon obtaining complete entrance,
she sank back on the couch as if exhausted. I followed her example and
sank down upon her, pressing her more closely in my arms, and being now
relieved from the necessity of using force, I regulated the movements
of my victorious champion so as to try to avoid as far as possible
giving her any further pain, and endeavoured to replace it with more
delightful sensations. But with the removal of the pain her
apprehensions revived, and she again entreated me to let her rise. Her
request, however, now came too late--even had I been disposed to comply
with it, which I certainly was not, the excited state into which she
had worked herself previous to my appearing on the scene had produced
such an effect upon her frame that very few up-and-down movements of my
pleasure-giver within the now thoroughly opened up premises were quite
sufficient to remove all traces of the pain and to produce the
consummation he was labouring to effect and was so eager to join in.
Before she had time to repeat her request and even before I was quite
prepared to respond to the tide of joy, her head again sank back