ir effect, and in
spite of my resolution, I could not make any effort to oppose him.
Having drawn me on his knees, he raised me up, and opening my buttocks
and holding apart the lips of the orifice, he presented the enormous
head of his charger and tried to gain admittance. He seemed to be aware
that there must be considerable difficulty, and he not only anointed
the parts with cold-cream, but he also refrained from attempting to
force it in by any violent exertion on his part, apparently wishing
that the junction should be brought about in a manner that would run
less risk of occasioning me pain by my pressing gently down upon it
myself. This he urgently begged me to do, and I could not withhold
feeling sensible of this attention to my feelings on his part. I
thought it would be hardly fair of me not to show that I was so by at
least endeavouring, as far as I could, to aid in accomplishing his
wishes. I therefore pressed down upon the impaling stroke with as much
force as I could venture to exert, and with great difficulty and some
pain did get the head fairly within the entrance. Having attained this,
I desisted from my efforts for a moment and was pleased to find that
the pain ceased entirely. As for him, he was perfectly enchanted and
loaded me with kisses and caresses. Just then the bell announced that
dinner would be on the table in five minutes. Although I had previously
been anxiously expecting this announcement, I must confess I felt sorry
when it did come, for I had now got so interested and excited in our
proceedings that I would willingly have contributed by every means in
my power, even at any sacrifice of pain, to bring the enterprise to a
successful termination. But there seemed no help for it, and I turned
my head round to him and said that I was afraid we must go downstairs.
He caught me round the neck, pressed my lips passionately to his, and
entreated me to have patience with him for a few moments; he said he
would not attempt to do anything that would give me more pain, but that
he was then enjoying the most transcendent pleasure from the kind
assistance I had already afforded him in getting his instrument so far
imbedded in the abode of bliss, and if I would only allow him to remain
where he was for a few seconds longer, he would be overwhelmed with the
excess of his joy and would never cease to be grateful to me for having
thus contributed to it. I could not resist his appeal, seeing clearly
from hi