sweet experience of similar enjoyment on my first
initiation in the secrets of pleasure. As I gazed with admiration upon
them, he could not help observing how much I was interested, and was no
doubt encouraged to think, as I intended he should be, that there would
be little objection on my part to his proceeding to enact a similar
scene. His hand gradually slipped down over my stiffly distended
weapon. I made a little faint resistance, but gradually allowed him,
without much difficulty, to handle and feel it, to unloosen my trousers
and make it appear on the stage. He had no sooner got possession of it,
than he loaded it with kisses and caresses, declaring that he had never
seen anything to surpass it in beauty. He had not much more difficulty
in loosening my braces and completely removing my trousers so as to
give him a full opportunity of seeing and handling my naked person.

I affected to be so much engrossed with the pictures as not to observe
that he had not only done this, but had also drawn down his own
trousers and raised up his shirt displaying his magnificent weapon,
until taking my hand he tried to make me grasp--for my fingers could
not meet round it--by far the most splendid and largest champion I had
ever met with, one which, indeed, I have never seen surpassed. He
seemed much amused by my surprised exclamation, "Oh, goodness, what a
monster," and, laughing, asked if I had never seen one so large before.
But on my expressing my wonder that he should ever get it into a woman
at all he seemed to be a little apprehensive that I might be too much
frightened to allow it to enter where he wished it should go, and he
tried to persuade me that after all there was not so very great a
difference between it and mine.

In truth I had begun to be somewhat terrified on the subject and to
wish at least to delay the operation, if it must be undergone, until it
could be effected in a place where the object desired could be secured.
I knew that in a few minutes the dinner bell would ring, and I
therefore determined to temporize as long as possible and escape on the
present occasion by holding out hopes of his attaining his object on a
more favourable opportunity.

But I found that it was easier to make the resolution than to keep it.
His evident passion for me and the means he adopted to excite me to an
ardour equal to his own--keeping up a titillatory friction over the
most sensitive points of my body--soon produced the