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was not what she expected, if she expected anything, but it brought back her controlling self that had been dazed and wandering and had left her almost helpless. She started and turned her face full to his, but drawing back in her chair. 'What do you mean?' she asked. 'Angela!' The appeal of love was in his voice, as he bent far forward, but she raised her hand in warning. 'No, "Sister Giovanna," please,' she said, checking him, though gently. He felt the slight rebuke, and remembered that the place was public to the community. 'It was not by chance that you took my name with the veil,' he said, almost in a whisper. 'Did you love me then?' 'I believed that you had been dead two years,' answered the nun slowly. 'But did you love me still, when I was dead?' 'Yes.' She did not lower her voice, for she was not ashamed, but she looked down. He forgot her rebuke, and called her by her old name again, that had meant life and hope and everything to him through years of captivity. 'Angela!' He did not heed her gesture now, nor the quick word she spoke. 'Yes, I will call you Angela--you love me now----' She checked him again, with more energy. 'Hush! If you cannot be reasonable, I shall go away!' 'Reasonable!' There was contempt in his tone, but he sat upright again and said no more. 'Listen to me,' said Sister Giovanna, finding some strength in the small advantage she had just gained. 'I have not let you come here in order to torment you or cheat you, and I mean to tell you the truth. You have a right to know it, and I still have the right to tell it, because there is nothing in it of which I am ashamed. Will you hear me quietly, whatever I say?' 'Yes, I will. But I cannot promise not to answer, when you have done.' 'There is no answer to what I am going to say. It is to be final.' 'We shall see,' said Giovanni gravely, though with no conviction. But the nun was satisfied, for he was clearly willing to listen. The meeting had disturbed her peace even more than she had expected, but she had done her best during several days to prepare herself for it, and had found strength to decide what she must say, and to repeat it over and over again till she knew it by heart. 'You were reported to be dead,' she began--'killed with the rest of them. You had your share in the great military funeral, and I, and all the world, believed that you were buried with your comrades. Your name is engrav
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