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hat you should care so much--indeed, I do not!' 'If I could give my life for yours, it would still be too little!' 'You are giving your life for many,' Sister Giovanna answered gently. 'That is better.' 'No. It is not better, but it is the best I can do. You do not understand.' 'How can I? But I am grateful----' 'You owe me nothing,' the Mother Superior answered with sudden energy, 'but I owe you everything. You have given me the happiest hours of my life. But it was too much. God sent you to me, and God is taking you away from me--God's will be done!' Sister Giovanna felt that she was near something very strange and great which she might not be able to comprehend if it were shown clearly, and which almost frightened her by its mysterious veiled presence. The evening light penetrated Mother Veronica's translucid features, as if they were carved out of alabaster, and the hues that lingered in them might have been reflected from heaven; her upturned eyes, that sometimes looked so small and piercing, were wide and sorrowful now. The young Sister saw, but guessed nothing of the truth. 'The happiest hours in your life!' She repeated the words with wonder. 'Yes,' said the elder woman slowly, 'the happiest by far! Since you have been here, you have never given me one bad moment, by word or deed, excepting by the pain you yourself have had to bear. If you go away, and if I should not live long, remember what I have told you, for if you have some affection for me, it will comfort you to think that you have made me very, very happy for five long years.' 'I am glad, though I have done nothing but my duty, and barely that. I cannot see how I deserve such praise, but if I have satisfied you, I am most glad. You have been a mother to me.' Slowly the transfigured face turned to her at last, full of radiance. 'Do you mean it just as you say it, my dear?' 'Indeed, indeed, I do!' Sister Giovanna answered, wondering more and more, but in true earnest. The dark eyes gazed on her steadily for a long time, with an expression she had never seen in human eyes before. Then the truth came, soft and low. 'I am your mother.' 'You are a mother to us all,' the young Sister answered. 'I am your mother, dear, your own mother that bore you--you, my only child. Do you understand?' Sister Giovanna's eyes opened wide in amazement, but there was a forelightening of joy in her face. 'You?' she cried. 'But I knew my m
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