n silent then; but she could
not, for his words denied the truth that had ruled her life.
'Better than I knew,' she said. 'Better than I knew, even then.'
'Even then?' The words had hope in them. 'And now?' He was suddenly
breathless.
'Yes, even now!' The tide of truth lifted her from her feet and swept
her onward, helpless. 'Giovanni! Giovanni! Do you think it costs me
nothing to keep my word with God?'
But he had been disappointed too often now, and he could not believe
at once.
'It costs you less than it would to keep your faith with me,' he
answered.
'It is not true! Indeed, it is not true!'
'Then let the truth win, dear! All the rest is fable!'
He was at her side now. She had tried to resist, but not long, and her
hand was in his, though her face was turned away.
'No--no----' she faltered, but he would not let her speak.
'All a fable of sorrow and a dream of parting, sweetheart! And now we
have waked to meet again, your hand in my hand, my heart to your
heart--your lips to mine----'
She almost shrieked aloud in terror then and threw herself back
bodily, as from the edge of a precipice. She might have fallen if he
had not still held her hand, and as she recovered herself she tried to
withdraw it. In her distress, words came that she regretted
afterwards.
'Do you think that only you are human, of us two?' she cried, in
passionate protest against passion itself, against him, against life,
but still twisting her wrist in his grip and trying to wrench it away.
'For the love of heaven, Giovanni----'
'No--for love of me----'
She broke from him, for when he felt that he was hurting her his
fingers relaxed. But she could not stay her own words.
'Yes, I love you,' she cried almost fiercely, as she stepped
backwards. 'Right or wrong, I cannot unmake myself, and as for lying
to you, I will not! God is my witness that I mean to love you living
as I have loved you dead, without one thought of earth or one regret
for what might have been! But, oh, may God forgive me, too, if I wish
that we were side by side in one grave, at peace for ever!'
'Dead? Why? With life before us----'
'No!' She interrupted him with rising energy. 'No, Giovanni, no! I was
weak for a moment, but I am strong again. I can wait for you, and you
will find strength to wait for me. You are so brave, Giovanni, you can
be so generous, when you will! You will wait, too!'
'For what?'
'For the end that will be the beginnin
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