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so tender, and withal so humble, that even across the space that these months had put between Barney and herself, Iola was profoundly stirred and sorely put to it to decide upon her answer. She took the letter to Margaret and read her such parts as she thought necessary. "A year has gone. It seems like ten. I have waited for your word, but none has come. Looking back upon that dreadful night I sometimes think I may have been severe. If so, my punishment has been heavy enough to atone. Tell me, shall I come to you? I can offer you a home even better than I had hoped a year ago. I am offered a lectureship here with an ample salary, or an assistantship on equal terms, by Trent. I have discovered that I am in the grip of a love beyond my power to control. In spite of all that my work is to me, I find myself looking, not into the book before me, but into your eyes--I may be able to live without you, but I cannot live my best. I don't see how I can live at all. It seems as if I could not wait even a few days for your word to come. Darling, my heart's love, tell me to come." "How can I answer a letter like that?" said Iola to Margaret. "How?" exclaimed Margaret. "Tell him to come. Wire him. Go to him. Anything to get him to you." Iola mused a while. "He wants me to marry him and to keep his house." "Yes," said Margaret, "he does." "Housekeeping and babies, ugh!" shuddered Iola. "Yes," cried Margaret, "ah, God, yes! Housekeeping and babies and Barney! God pity your poor soul!" Iola shrank from the fierce intensity of Margaret's sudden passion. "What do you mean?" she cried. "Why do you speak so?" "Why? Can't you read God's meaning in your woman's body and in your woman's heart?" From Margaret Iola got little help. Indeed, the gulf between the two was growing wider every day. She resolved to show her letter to Dick. They were to go that evening to the play and after the play there would be supper. And when he had taken her home she would show him the letter. On their way home that evening as they were passing Dick's rooms, he suddenly remembered that a message was to be sent him from the office. "Let us run in for a moment," he said. "I think I had better wait you here," replied Iola. "Nonsense!" cried Dick. "Don't be a baby. Come in." Together they entered and, laying aside her wrap, Iola sat down and drew forth Barney's letter. "Listen, Dick. I want your advice." And she read over such porti
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