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ceive this journal daily, obviously with a view to reports of the coming assizes. Once he tried to break through into her confidence. It was August Bank Holiday, and they had gone out on to the heath together to see the people wonderfully assembled. Coming back across the burnt-up grass, strewn with paper bags, banana peel, and the cores of apples, he hooked his hand into her arm. "What is to be done with a child that goes about all day thinking and thinking and not telling anybody what she is thinking?" She smiled round at him and answered: "I know, Dad. She IS a pig, isn't she?" This comparison with an animal of proverbial stubbornness was not encouraging. Then his hand was squeezed to her side and he heard her murmur: "I wonder if all daughters are such beasts!" He understood well that she had meant: 'There is only one thing I want--one thing I mean to have--one thing in the world for me now!' And he said soberly: "We can't expect anything else." "Oh, Daddy!" she answered, but nothing more. Only four days later she came to his study with a letter, and a face so flushed and troubled that he dropped his pen and got up in alarm. "Read this, Dad! It's impossible! It's not true! It's terrible! Oh! What am I to do?" The letter ran thus, in a straight, boyish handwriting: "ROYAL CHARLES HOSTEL, "WORCESTER, Aug. 7th. "MY NEDDA, "I have just seen Bob tried. They have given him three years' penal. It was awful to sit there and watch him. He can never stand it. It was awful to watch him looking at ME. It's no good. I'm going to give myself up. I must do it. I've got everything ready; they'll have to believe me and squash his sentence. You see, but for me it would never have been done. It's a matter of honour. I can't let him suffer any more. This isn't impulse. I've been meaning to do it for some time, if they found him guilty. So in a way, it's an immense relief. I'd like to have seen you first, but it would only distress you, and I might not have been able to go through with it after. Nedda, darling, if you still love me when I get out, we'll go to New Zealand, away from this country where they bully poor creatures like Bob. Be brave! I'll write to-morrow, if they let me. "Your "Derek." The first sensation in Felix on reading this effusion was poignant recollection of the little lawyer's look after Derek had made the scene at Tryst's committal and of his words: 'Nothing in it,
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