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gth; her thought found words almost involuntarily. 'Jessie, I'm afraid we shall not do much good if we always spend our mornings like this!' 'Oh, but I thought we'd done enough for to-day.' 'Perhaps so, but--What I want to say is this. Will you, as a kindness to me, forget these subjects when we are together? I don't mind what else you talk about, but stories of this kind make me fidgety; I feel as if I should be obliged to get up and run away.' 'Do you really mean it? You don't like me to talk about gentlemen? What a queer girl you are, Emily! Why, you're not settling down to be an old maid at your age, are you?' 'We'll say so; perhaps that explains it.' 'Well, that's queer. I can't see, myself, what else there is to talk about. Grammar's all very well when we're children, but it seems to me that what a grown-up girl has to do is to look out for a husband. How you can be satisfied with books'--the infinite contempt she put into the word!--'is more than I can make out.' 'But you will do what I ask, as a kindness? I am in earnest; I shall be afraid of seeing you if you can't help talking of such things.' Jessie laughed extravagantly; such a state of mind was to her comical beyond expression. 'You _are_ a queer one! Of course I'll do as you wish; you shan't hear me mention a single gentleman's name, and I'll tell all the others to be careful whenever you come.' Emily averted her face; it was reddened with annoyance at the thought of being discussed in this way by all the Cartwright household. 'You can do that if you like,' she said coldly, 'though it's no part of my wish. I spoke of the hours when we are together for study.' 'Very well, I won't say anything,' replied the girl, who was good-natured enough beneath all her vulgarities. 'And now what shall we do till dinner-time?' 'I must make the best of my way home.' 'Oh, nonsense! Why, you're going to have dinner with us; of course that was understood.' Not by Emily, however. It cost a good deal of firmness, for the Cartwrights one and all would lay hands on you rather than lose a guest; but Emily made good her escape. Once well on her way to Banbrigg, she took in great breaths of free air, as if after a close and unwholesome atmosphere. She cried mentally for an ounce of civet. There was upon her, too, that uneasy sense of shame which is apt to possess a reticent nature when it has been compelled, or tempted, to some unwonted freedom of s
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