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u." She turned from him, looking before her at the Bouddha, but not as if she saw it. "We shall never speak of it again," she said. "I am going to leave you, Gregory." For a moment he stared at her. Then he smiled. "You mustn't punish me for telling you the truth, Karen, by silly threats." "I do not punish you. You have done rightly to tell me the truth. But I cannot live with a man who believes these things." She still gazed at the Bouddha and again Gregory stared at her. His face hardened. "Don't be absurd, Karen. You cannot mean what you say." "I am going to-night. Now," said Karen. "Going? Where?" "To Cornwall, back to my guardian. She will take care of me again. I will not live with you." "If you really mean what you say," said Gregory, after a moment, "you are telling me that you don't love me. I've suspected it for some time." "I feel as if that were true," said Karen, looking now down upon the ground. "I think I have no more love for you. I find you a petty man." It was impossible to hope that she was speaking recklessly or passionately. She had come to the conclusion with deliberation; she had been thinking of it since last night. She was willing to cast him off because he could not love where she loved. How deeply the roots of hope still knotted themselves in him he was now to realize. He felt his heart and mind rock with the reverberation of the shattering, the pulverizing explosion, and he saw his life lying in a wilderness of dust about him. Yet the words he found were not the words of his despair. "Even if you feel like this, Karen," he said, "there is no necessity for behaving like a lunatic. Go and stay with your guardian, by all means, and whenever you like. Start to-morrow morning. Spend most of your time with her. I shall not put the smallest difficulty in your way. But--if only for your own sake--have some common-sense and keep up appearances. You must remain my wife in name and the mistress of my house." "Thank you, you mean to be kind, I know," said Karen, who had not looked at him since her declaration; "But I am not a conventional woman and I do not wish to live with a man who is no longer my husband. I do not wish to keep up appearances. I do not wish it to be said--by those who know my guardian and what she has done for me and been to me--that I keep up the appearance of regard for a man who hates her. I made a mistake in marrying you; you allowed me to make it. Now, as f
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