he midges turned more and more slowly, then
sank into the pool; mist enveloped everything, and darkness.
CHAPTER XXX
Karen was waked next morning by the familiar sound of the
_Wohltemperirtes Clavier_.
Tante was at work in the music-room and was playing the prelude in D
flat, a special favourite of Karen's.
She lay and listened with a curious, cautious pleasure, like that with
which, half awake, one may guide a charming dream, knowing it to be a
dream. There was so much waiting to be remembered; so much waiting to be
thought. Tante's beautiful notes, rising to her like the bubbles of a
spring through clear water, seemed to encircle her, ringing her in from
the wider consciousness.
While she listened she looked out at the branches of young leaves,
softly stirring against the morning sky. There was her wall-paper, with
the little pink flower creeping up it. She was in her own little bed.
Tante was practising. How sweet, how safe, it was. A drowsy peace filled
her. It was slowly that memory, lapping in, like the sinister, dark
waters of a flood under doors and through crevices, made its way into
her mind, obliterating peace, at first, rather than revealing pain.
There was a fear formless and featureless; and there was loss, dreadful
loss. And as the sense of loss grew upon her, consciousness grew more
vivid, bringing its visions.
This hour of awakening. Gregory's eyes smiling at her, not cold, not
hard eyes then. His hand stretched out to hers; their morning kiss.
Tears suddenly streamed down her face.
It was impossible to hide them from Mrs. Talcott, who came in carrying a
breakfast tray; but Karen checked them, and dried her eyes.
Mrs. Talcott set the tray down on the little table near the bed.
"Is it late, Mrs. Talcott?" Karen asked.
"It's just nine; Mercedes is up early so as to get some work in before
she goes out motoring."
"She is going motoring?"
"Yes, she and Mr. Drew are going off for the day." Mrs. Talcott adjusted
Karen's pillow.
"But I shall see Tante before she goes?" It was the formless,
featureless fear that came closer.
"My, yes! You'll see her all right," said Mrs. Talcott. "She was asking
after you the first thing and hoped you'd stay in bed till lunch. Now
you eat your breakfast right away like a good girl."
Karen tried to eat her breakfast like a good girl and the sound of the
_Wohltemperirtes Clavier_ seemed again to encircle and sustain her.
"How'd you sle
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