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Eleanor?" he asked abruptly. "Do you think I had a sort of fit in the cathedral?" He winced as he asked the question. "Daddy," she said, after a little pause; "the things you said and did that afternoon were the noblest you ever did in your life. I wish I had been there. It must have been splendid to be there. I've not told you before--I've been dying to.... I'd promised not to say a word--not to remind you. I promised the doctor. But now you ask me, now you are well again, I can tell you. Kitty Kingdom has told me all about it, how it felt. It was like light and order coming into a hopeless dark muddle. What you said was like what we have all been trying to think--I mean all of us young people. Suddenly it was all clear." She stopped short. She was breathless with the excitement of her confession. Her father too remained silent for a little while. He was reminded of his weakness; he was, he perceived, still a little hysterical. He felt that he might weep at her youthful enthusiasm if he did not restrain himself. "I'm glad," he said, and patted her shoulder. "I'm glad, Norah." She looked away from him out across the lank brown sands and water pools to the sea. "It was what we have all been feeling our way towards, the absolute simplification of religion, the absolute simplification of politics and social duty; just God, just God the King." "But should I have said that--in the cathedral?" She felt no scruples. "You had to," she said. "But now think what it means," he said. "I must leave the church." "As a man strips off his coat for a fight." "That doesn't dismay you?" She shook her head, and smiled confidently to sea and sky. "I'm glad if you're with me," he said. "Sometimes--I think--I'm not a very self-reliant man." "You'll have all the world with you," she was convinced, "in a little time." "Perhaps rather a longer time than you think, Norah. In the meantime--" She turned to him once more. "In the meantime there are a great many things to consider. Young people, they say, never think of the transport that is needed to win a battle. I have it in my mind that I should leave the church. But I can't just walk out into the marketplace and begin preaching there. I see the family furniture being carried out of the palace and put into vans. It has to go somewhere...." "I suppose you will go to London." "Possibly. In fact certainly. I have a plan. Or at least an opportunity.... But
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