misery as to forget those I love. I long to hear that you are
settled. It is the only quarter from which I can reasonably expect
pleasure. I have received a very short, unsatisfactory letter from
Lisbon. It was written to apologize for not sending the money to
your father which he promised. It would have been particularly
acceptable to them at this time; but he is prudent, and will not
run any hazard to serve a friend. Indeed, delicacy made me conceal
from him my dismal situation, but he must know how much I am
embarrassed....
I am very low-spirited, and of course my letter is very dull. I
will not lengthen it out in the same strain, but conclude with what
alone will be acceptable, an assurance of love and regard.
Believe me to be ever your sincere and affectionate friend,
MARY WOLLSTONECRAFT.
"There is but one true cure for suffering, and that is action," Dr.
Maudsley says. The first thing Mary did in her misery was to undertake
new work, this time a literary venture, not for herself, but for the
benefit of Mr. and Mrs. Blood. Their son-in-law having refused to
contribute from his plenty, their daughter's friend came forward and gave
from her nothing.
At the instigation of Mr. Hewlet, one of her friends already mentioned,
she wrote a small pamphlet called "Thoughts on the Education of
Daughters." This gentleman rated her powers so high that he felt sure of
her success as a writer. As he was well acquainted with Mr. Johnson, a
prominent bookseller in Fleet Street, he could promise that her
manuscript would be dealt with fairly. Her choice of subject was, in one
way, fortunate. Being a teacher she could speak on educational matters
with authority. But this first work is not striking or remarkable.
Indeed, it is chiefly worth notice because it was the means of
introducing her to Mr. Johnson, who was a true friend to her through her
darkest, as well as through her brightest, days, and whose influence was
strong in shaping her career. He paid her ten guineas for her pamphlet,
and these she at once gave to Mr. and Mrs. Blood, who were thereby
enabled to leave England and go to Dublin. There, they thought, because
they and their disgrace were not yet known, the chances of their starting
in life afresh were greater.
It was now time for Mary to turn her attention to her own affairs. It was
absolutely necessary to give up the school. Her presenc
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