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ody, but it shall never bend to support that body. God of heaven, save thy child from this living death! I scarcely know what I write. My hand trembles; I am very sick,--sick at heart." Then she wrote to the man who had undertaken in an evil moment to deliver the would-be lover's message: SIR,--When you left me this morning, and I reflected a moment, your _officious_ message, which at first appeared to me a joke, looked so very like an insult, I cannot forget it. To prevent, then, the necessity of forcing a smile when I chance to meet you, I take the earliest opportunity of informing you of my sentiments. MARY WOLLSTONECRAFT. This brief note seems to have called forth an answer, for Mary wrote again, and this time more fully and explicitly:-- Sir,--It is inexpressibly disagreeable to me to be obliged to enter again on a subject that has already raised a tumult of _indignant_ emotions in my bosom, which I was laboring to suppress when I received your letter. I shall now _condescend_ to answer your epistle; but let me first tell you that, in my _unprotected_ situation, I make a point of never forgiving a _deliberate insult_,--and in that light I consider your late officious conduct. It is not according to my nature to mince matters. I will tell you in plain terms what I think. I have ever considered you in the light of a _civil_ acquaintance,--on the word friend I lay a peculiar emphasis,--and, as a mere acquaintance, you were rude and _cruel_ to step forward to insult a woman whose conduct and misfortunes demand respect. If my friend Mr. Johnson had made the proposal, I should have been severely hurt, have thought him unkind and unfeeling, but not _impertinent_. The privilege of intimacy you had no claim to, and should have referred the man to myself, if you had not sufficient discernment to quash it at once. I am, sir, poor and destitute; yet I have a spirit that will never bend, or take indirect methods to obtain the consequences I despise; nay, if to support life it was necessary to act contrary to my principles, the struggle would soon be over. I can bear anything but my own contempt. In a few words, what I call an insult is the bare supposition that I could for a moment think of _prostituting_ my person for a maintenance; for in that
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