FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   196   197   198   199   200   201   202   203   204   205   206   207   208   209   210   211   212   213   214   215   216   217   218   219   220  
221   222   223   224   225   226   227   228   229   230   231   232   233   234   235   236   237   238   239   240   241   242   243   244   245   >>   >|  
, "and perhaps I ought to apologize, for I saw my name on it and I opened it by mistake. I was expecting some more copies of my _Modern Dissent_." "It does not matter. I have no doubt you put it away safely. Where is it?" "Having opened it, I glanced at it." "I am surprised to hear that," said Hester, a pink spot appearing on each cheek, and her eyes darkening. "When did I give you leave to read it?" Mr. Gresley looked dully at his sister, and went on without noticing her question. "I glanced at it. I do not see any difference between reading a book in manuscript or in print. I don't pretend to quibble on a point like that. After looking at it, I felt that it was desirable I should read the whole. You may remember, Hester, that I showed you my _Modern Dissent_. If I did not make restrictions, why should you?" "The thing is done," said Hester. "I did not wish you to read it, and you have read it. It can't be helped. We won't speak of it again." "It is my duty to speak of it." Hester made an impatient movement. "But it is not mine to listen," she said. "Besides, I know all you are going to say--the same as about _The Idyll_, only worse. That it is coarse and profane and exaggerated, and that I have put in improprieties in order to make it sell, and that I run down the clergy, and that the book ought never to be published. Dear James, spare me. You and I shall never agree on certain subjects. Let us be content to differ." Mr. Gresley was disconcerted. Your antagonist has no business to discount all you were going to remark by saying it first. His color was gradually leaving him. This was worse than an Easter vestry meeting, and that was saying a good deal. "I cannot stand by calmly and see you walk over a precipice if I can forcibly hold you back," he said. "I think, Hester, you forget that it is my affection for you that makes me try to restrain you. It is for your own sake that--that--" "That what?" "That I cannot allow this book to be published," said Mr. Gresley, in a low voice. He hardly ever lowered his voice. There was a moment's pause. Hester felt the situation was serious. How not to wound him, yet not to yield? "I am eight-and-twenty," she said. "I am afraid I must follow my own judgment. You have no responsibility in the matter. If I am blamed," she smiled proudly--at that instant she knew all that her book was worth--"the blame will not attach to you. And, after all, Minna a
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   196   197   198   199   200   201   202   203   204   205   206   207   208   209   210   211   212   213   214   215   216   217   218   219   220  
221   222   223   224   225   226   227   228   229   230   231   232   233   234   235   236   237   238   239   240   241   242   243   244   245   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Hester

 
Gresley
 

Modern

 

opened

 

published

 

Dissent

 

matter

 

glanced

 

vestry

 

Easter


calmly

 

meeting

 

business

 

content

 

differ

 

disconcerted

 

subjects

 

antagonist

 

gradually

 

leaving


precipice

 

discount

 

remark

 

afraid

 

twenty

 

follow

 

judgment

 

responsibility

 
blamed
 

attach


smiled

 

proudly

 
instant
 

situation

 

affection

 

restrain

 

forget

 

forcibly

 

lowered

 

moment


sister

 

noticing

 
looked
 

darkening

 

question

 
pretend
 

manuscript

 

reading

 

difference

 
copies