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e in the papers. But no. What was that he had said to Hugh--"No names to be mentioned; all scandal avoided." She shivered and drew in her breath. It was to be settled some other way. Her mind became an entire blank. Another way! What way? She remembered now, and an inarticulate cry broke from her. They had drawn lots. _Which had drawn the short lighter?_ Her husband had laughed. But then he laughed at everything. He was never really serious, always shallow and heartless. He would have laughed if he had drawn it himself. Perhaps he had. Yes, he certainly had drawn it. But Hugh? She saw again the white, set face as he passed her. No; it must be Hugh who had drawn it--Hugh, whom she loved. She wrung her hands and moaned, half aloud: "Which? Which?" There was a slight movement in the next room, the door was opened, and Lord Newhaven appeared in the door-way. He was still in evening dress. "Did you call?" he said, quietly. "Are you ill?" He came and stood beside her. "No," she said, hoarsely, and she sat up and gazed fixedly at him. Despair and suspense were in her eyes. There was no change in his, and she remembered that she had never seen him angry. Perhaps she had not known when he was angry. He was turning away, but she stopped him. "Wait," she said, and he returned, his cold, attentive eye upon her. There was no contempt, no indignation in his bearing. If those feelings had shaken him, it must have been some time ago. If they had been met and vanquished in secret, that also must have been some time ago. He took up an _Imitation of Christ_, bound in the peculiar shade of lilac which at that moment prevailed, and turned it in his hand. "You are overwrought," he said, after a moment's pause, "and I particularly dislike a scene." She did not heed him. "I listened at the door," she said, in a harsh, unnatural voice. "I am perfectly aware of it." A sort of horror seemed to have enveloped the familiar room. The very furniture looked like well-known words arranged suddenly in some new and dreadful meaning. "You never loved me," she said. He did not answer, but he looked gravely at her for a moment, and she was ashamed. "Why don't you divorce me if you think me so wicked?" "For the sake of the children," he said, with a slight change of voice. Teddy, the eldest, had been born in this room. Did either remember that gray morning six years ago? There was a silence that might be felt.
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