she half know? He had written so
foolishly in the letter about Thyrza. But it was impossible that she
could divine such a thing. The circumstances made it too incredible.
'Tell me,' she went on. 'What has caused your illness?'
No, he could not. She would scorn him. And he could not bear to sink in
her estimation. He could not seem childish before her.
'I have no idea,' he answered. 'Perhaps I have so accustomed myself to
rambling over land and sea, that a year without change is proving too
much for me. I must have the library started, and then be
off--anywhere--a voyage to New Zealand!'
Mrs. Ormonde showed disappointment. She did not believe that this was
the truth, even as he knew it. The truth was glimmering in the rear of
her thoughts, but she would not allow it to come forward; in plain
daylight it was really difficult to entertain. Still, as an instinct it
was there, instinct supported even by certain pieces of evidence.
'You wish to go away? To go a distance--to be away for some time?'
'Yes.' He did not meet her look. 'I don't think I shall get back my
health till I do that. Don't let us talk of it.'
'What are you doing at the library?'
'Putting up books.'
'With Mr. Grail?'
'No. He doesn't leave the factory till the end of the week.'
'Then leave the place as it stands, and come to Eastbourne with me
to-morrow.'
'I'm afraid I--'
'And so am _I_ afraid,' she interrupted him gravely. 'I wish you to
come to Eastbourne. I wish you to!'
'No, not to Eastbourne. I have reasons.'
Her eyes fell.
'But I promise you,' he continued, 'that I will leave town to-morrow. I
promise you. Don't think me unkind that I refuse to come with you. I
will go to Jersey again; it suits me. I'll stay there till Grail comes
back with his wife, and then see if I feel well enough to come and go
on with the work.'
'Very well,' Mrs. Ormonde replied, slowly.
'Do you doubt my word?' he asked, moving forward to her.
'We are not so far as that, Walter.'
'And now tell me what I am to do for you.'
She hesitated, but only for a moment.
'I wish you to see Mr. Bunce for me. Do you meet him nowadays?'
'Not just now, but I can see him any time.'
'I want to arrange, if possible, to keep his child with me for some
time, for a year or more. It is not impossible that her disease might
be checked if she lived at Eastbourne, but in London she will very soon
die. I should like to see Mr. Bunce myself, and I thou
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