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life when there were two roads in front of her and you helped her to choose the right one. I daresay that you thought that you did very little--it cannot have seemed very much, that short meeting that we had; but it made just the difference to me and will, I know, be to me a white stone from which I shall date my new life. I am not a strong woman--I never shall be a strong woman--and it was partly because I thought that love for Robin was going to give me that strength that it hurt so terribly when I found that the love wasn't there. The going of my love hurt every bit as much as the going of his--it had been something to be proud of. "I relied on sentiment and now I am going to rely on work; those are the only two alternatives offered to women, and the latter is so often denied to them. "I hope that it may, one day, give you pleasure to think that you once helped a girl to do the strong thing instead of the weak one. Of course, my love for Robin has died, and I see him clearly now without exaggeration. What happened was largely my fault--I spoilt him, I think, and helped his self-pride. I know that he has been passing through a bad time lately, and I am sure that he will come to you to help him out of it. He is a lucky fellow to have some one to help him like that--and then he will suddenly see that he has done a rather cruel thing. Poor Robin! he will make a fine man one day. "I have got a little secretaryship in London--nothing very big, but it will give me the work that I want; and, because you once said that you believed in me, I will try to justify your belief. There! that is sentiment, isn't it!--and I have flung sentiment away. Well, it is the last time! "Good-bye--I shall never forget. Thank you.-- Yours sincerely, DAHLIA FEVEREL." So perhaps, after all, Robin's mistakes had been for the good of all of them. Mistake was, indeed, a slight word for what he had done, and, thinking of it even now, Harry's anger rose. And she had been a nice girl, too, and a plucky one. He had answered her:-- "MY DEAR MISS FEVEREL--I was extremely pleased to get your letter. It is very good of you to speak as you have done about myself, but I assure you that what I did was of the smallest importance. It was because you had pluck yourself that you pulled through. You are quite right to fling away sentiment. I came back to England three weeks ago longing to call every man my brother. I thou
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