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rmur from Clare. "I assure you, Miss Feverel." "Oh yes, Miss Trojan, you don't suppose that I cared for you very much during those weeks. I suffered a little, too, and it changed me from a girl into a woman--rather too quickly to be altogether healthy, perhaps. And then he came and told me in so many words. I thought at first that it had broken my heart; a girl does, you know, when it happens the first time, but you needn't be afraid--my heart's all right--and I wouldn't marry Robin now if he begged me to. But it had hurt, all of it, and perhaps one's pride had suffered most of all--and so, of course, I kept the letters. It was the one way that I could hurt you. I'm frank, am I not?--but every woman would do the same. You see you are so very proud, you Trojans! "It is not only that you thank God that you are not as other men, but you are so bent on making the rest of us call out 'Miserable sinner!' very loudly and humbly. And we don't believe it. Why should we? Everybody has their own little bits o' things that they treasure, and they don't like being told that they're of no value at all. Why, Miss Trojan, I'm quite a proud person really--you'd be surprised if you knew." She laughed, and then sat down on the sofa opposite Clare, with her chin resting on her hand. "So you see, Miss Trojan, it's natural, after all, that I kept the letters." Clare had listened to the last part of her speech in silence, her lips firmly closed, her hands folded on her lap. As she listened to her she knew that it was quite hopeless, that nothing that she could ever say would change the young person's mind. She was horribly disappointed, of course, and it would be terrible to be forced to return to Robin, and tell him that she had failed: for the first time she would have to confess failure--but really she could not humble herself any longer: she was not sure that, even now, she had not unbent a little more than was necessary. If the young person refused to consider the question of terms there was no more to be said--and how dare she talk about the Trojans in that way? "Really, Miss Feverel, I scarcely think that it is necessary for us to enter into a discussion of that kind, is it? I daresay you have every reason for personal pride--but really that is scarcely my affair, is it? If no offer of money can tempt you--well, really, there the matter must rest, mustn't it? Of course I am sorry, but you know your own min
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